Alcohol Related to Breast Cancer

Alcohol Consumption linked to Breast Cancer

Kim Johnson was a functional alcoholic for decades.  Kim consumed 2-3 drinks per day when married to her second husband, Bill.  The consumption increased over the years to 5-7 drinks per day.

Kim had a prior history of breast cancer in 1994-1995.  The breast cancer returned in 2005.

In this issue of JAMA, Chen and colleagues1 report findings from the Nurses’ Health Study exploring the relationship between alcohol consumption and breast cancer risk. The authors’ principal findings were that the cumulative amount of alcohol a woman consumes during adulthood is the best predictor of her breast cancer risk and that low levels of alcohol consumption (as few as 3 drinks a week) are associated with an increased risk of breast cancer. In addition, the risk of breast cancer was increased with the quantity consumed; for example, women who drank 2 or more drinks per day had a risk of breast cancer approximately 1.5 times higher than women who never consumed alcohol, and their 10-year risk of breast cancer increased by 1.3% (from 2.8% to 4.1%). For women who drank 1 drink per day, the risk was approximately 1.2 times higher than expected and their 10-year risk.

Researchers studied 105,986 women through the famous Nurses’ Health Study and collected data on their alcohol consumption from 1980 to 2008. They found that women who consumed three to six drinks of alcohol per week had a 15 percent increased risk of breast cancer, while women who consumed two drinks per day had a 51 percent greater risk than women who did not drink. There was no difference among women who drank wine, beer or liquor.

Current American Heart Association Guidelines recommend that women have no more than one drink per day. Most experts echo the sentiments of what Dr. Deborah Axelrod, breast cancer surgeon at New York University, tells all of her patients, “If you don’t drink, then don’t start.”

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The tragic life story of a Sociopath

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Kim Johnson fabricates a delusional story she is traveling to Vail, Colorado with three ladies from Houston, Texas she attended church.  In September 2009, Kim communicated she was going to Vail, Colorado with three women from her church in Houston and have limited availability.  A woman from her church in Houston owned a luxury condo in Vail.

We had been going out every weekend since May 2009.  Kim communicated we were in a committed relationship and she was not seeing any other men.  Kim received an email on September 14, 2009 from David in Denver listed below regarding their meeting in Vail.

From: Kim Johnson
Subject: Vail Colorado
To: Brion
Date: Tuesday, September 15, 2009 12:31pm

G-Q,

How is the sexist man in Arizona?  Just wanted to give you a heads up on my travel plans as I know you are busier then I am.  I have been invited to Vail the last weekend in September the 24-27.  A group of ladies from my home church in Houston are going to do a ladies get a way.  I know we were planning on going to the ranch and I hope you are not too disappointed.

Cant wait to see your hot bod again.  I don’t know how good the cell phone coverage is in the mountains so you may have a hard time getting in contact with me.

Love You,  Kimmie

I attempted to call and text Kim and she did not respond for days.  Kim responded on Sunday and said she has having a great time with the ladies.  I later discovered Kim had flown to Denver by David, the dental salesman, and stayed in a one bedroom condo in Vail.  I phoned David and asked him if there were any church ladies and he said absolutely no, just he and Kim and he was separated from his wife.  They were in the process of divorce.  Kim contacted David on one of the Internet dating sites.

Kim traveled from Prescott, Arizona to Phoenix to stay at her sister’s condo on Wednesday, September 23, 2009.  Kim utilized the condo for her sexual partners in Phoenix.  Kim’s excuse to use the condo was she needed to get away and pray.

Kim arranged Botox injections before she met David in Denver.  Kim made an appointment Wednesday, September 23, 2009 at Ultra Smooth Skin in Phoenix.  Kim arranged for a taxi to take her to the Phoenix airport on Thursday, September 24, 2009.

Kim met one of her Phoenix lovers on Wednesday night at the condo.

From: Kim Johnson
Subject: Change of Plans
To: Joel
Date: Wednesday, September 23, 2009 10:37am

How is the sexy man from Phoenix?  I have a changed in plans and will be at my condo in Peoria on Thursday night.  You can cum over and I will cook for you at the condo.  I am leaving for Vail on Thursday morning so I can only stay with you one night.  I will call you when I arrive at the condo and cum over about 6:30 and have me for dessert….  Kim

Kim had sex with Joel at the apartment in Peoria on Wednesday night and departed for Denver at 11:15am the morning of September 24th to see David.

David and Kim were sending each other sexually explicit text messages and pictures.  David flew into Phoenix the week of July 12th and spent one night with Kim at the condo in Phoenix and three nights at the Hassayampa Inn, Prescott, Arizona.  They sent each other 25 to 50 text messages per day, all hours of the day and night.

Kim was Agent69 and David was the Mole Inspector (MI).  Kim sent David nude pictures on her phone.  Kim had a mole on her right thigh.

From: David
Subject: Vail Getaway
To: Kim Johnson
Date: Sunday, September 13, 2009 11:22pm

Kim,

I can’t wait to see you in Denver.  We had such a hot time at your condo in Phoenix and then the nights in Prescott were hotter!  The MI will keep an eye out for a sexy blonde woman in the Denver area. You will certainly bring some heat to the Denver area.

I have made plans for us to stay at the Vail Racquet Club.  Very romantic and we can start a fire in the room and the fireplace……  Your flight is Southwest # 181 departs Phoenix at 11:15am September 24th arrives in Denver 1:00pm.  I will meet you in the baggage area as you did for me in Phoenix.  Text me when you land so I can park.  Your return flight is # 440 Monday, September 28th at 3:45pm and arrives in Phoenix at 5:45pm.  Don’t know if I can make it until I see you again.  Guess the text messages will have to do until then.  David your MI

From: Kim Johnson
Subject: Vail Baby!
To: David
Date: Monday, September 14, 2009 10:29am

David, How is my sexy man in the Wild West doing?  Thank you for making all the plans for me to cum and see you!  That is very thoughtful of you and you have not missed one detail.  I will drive to my condo on Wednesday and leave my car at the condo and have a taxi take me to the airport on Thursday morning.  When I travel I don’t like to leave my car at the airport.

Well you certainly have a romantic getaway planned for us.  A woman will have to be careful in the woods there are lots of animals and danger that could happen to a woman.  Agent69 has learned there may be an MI in the area so I will have to make sure and keep my guard up as well as my pants.  Naughty things can occur in the woods….  Agent69

Kim flew to Denver and met David and stayed four nights at the Vail Racquet Club.  There were NO ladies from Houston.  Kim did not attend church in Houston.

From: Brion
Subject: Kim You are Killing Me
To: “‘kim johnson’
Date: Wednesday, February 17, 2010, 10:02 AM

Kimmie,

David called me this morning.  He said you contacted him and arranged for a meeting in Vail in September.  He paid your flight to Denver and met you at the airport.  The two of you then ventured to a condo at the Vail Racquet Club.  One room and one bed. Dave said that you went back to Denver with him to see a game he coached for his son. You spent four nights with this man in a condo in Vail.  There were no other “ladies” with you from Houston.  Brion

Notice the Sociopath response from Kim.  David called me and communicated all the details of the trip he arranged for Kim.  Kim was caught in an obvious lie and fabricates the truth.  We have the actual email conversations listed above between Kim and David.  Notice the response is the same as the night of Kim’s DUI arrest:  “I have nothing to hide and I’ve done nothing wrong.”  The exact words Kim utilized to the Prescott Police upon her DUI arrest July 17, 2009.  Kim is not lying, David and I are lying.  The Sociopath always passes blame to their victims.

From: Kim Johnson
Subject: Kim You are Killing Me
To: Brion
Date: Wednesday, February 17, 2010, 1:28pm

Lies, lies, lies.  I seem to be the only one telling the truthI have nothing to hide and I’ve done nothing wrong.  I already told you that I saw David, he never paid for my ticket, I never stayed with him for three nights, I never slept with him or shared a room with him.  I’m tired of explaining myself.  Yes, I should have never seen him at all that was my big mistake.  This was five months ago.  There is nothing between David and I and I have been totally committed to you.  You promised you would let all this go.  You lied.  You keep making a mountain out of it.  You’re letting Satan get in there and twist things around and now I’m seeing that you’re telling the lies and maybe David too.  I am sick of you’re depicting and pulling up something in the past that just does not matter. You promised we would move on but that’s a lie.

You also lied to me about watching the tapes!  You promised you would wait and watch them with me.  Do you think that I would have got the tapes for you if I had something to hide.  I already saw them myself!  There was no boyfriend with me that night but I felt it looked better to the police to think I was with someone.  If I was with a man don’t you think he would have came down to the police station with me or that I wouldn’t have been going home alone that night?  I regret getting the tapes for you.  Now you can listen to Satan and make more assumptions that aren’t true.

You have no right to look at contest, assume or consider anything that happened to me in the middle of July.  I had only dated you for 2.5 mo., not every weekend and was not in a relationship with you.  I was just getting to know you.  I’m a big girl and was single.  How dare you judge my character!  I spend and have spent numerous hours daily in the word of God and praying.  I spend countless hours at the nursing home and working with the foster girls and if I want to go downtown one night and eat and drink some wine and talk to people and relax I can!!!  It makes me furious that you are scrutinizing my character for this.

You keep torturing me for things that happened a long time ago and were when I was just getting to know you.  You accuse me of things that are just not true!  You exaggerate facts!  You refuse to look at my heart and the special times we have shared.  You are making a mockery out of my love for you. You refuse to look at it and you do not value it!  So, I see the truth.  YOU CAN’T ACCEPT THAT SOMEONE CAN AND WANTS TO LOVE YOU WITH ALL THEIR HEART, SO YOU ARE LOOKING FOR REASONS TO PUT UP A WALL AND TURN THE LOVE AWAY.

How very sad.  You know that I love you, you know there is no one else but you must find a way to destroy it all.  There is nothing I can do.  You are the one that is hurting me.  I’m not receiving ur unjustified judgment of me.  I am a wonderful, extremely special woman to be treasured.

With regrets and sorrow,  Kimmie

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The tragic life story of a Sociopath

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Kim Johnson and Lover

Kim Johnson equated sex with love.  Kim was deprived of love from her immediate family and filled her need for love and attention with sex.  The actual number of sexual partners is staggering over the years.

We positively identified 58 men and women sexual partners from 2006 to 2011.  The actual number is staggering.  Those are the ones we know about and not including the one night stands from the bars in Prescott, Hawaii, Phoenix Rapid City and Las Vegas.  Kim’s sexual partner include: Peter (first husband), Bill (second husband), several sexual partners between Peter and Bill when Kim was at the bars in Houston, several sexual partners when Kim was living in Phoenix before moving to Prescott.  Hundreds of sexual partners in Prescott and Phoenix when Kim resided in Prescott from 2006 to 2010.

A conservative number of sexual partners for Kim from 2005-2011 is 300.  We know for certain she attended happy hour at The Hassayampa Inn in Prescott nightly from staff and friends.  Kim picked up men on a weekly basis.  Thus, one a week for 52 weeks per year multiplied by four years (she moved to Austin, April 1, 2010) is 208.

“One time her (Kim) and I went out and she left with some dude.  She basically ditched me, then she came back and said she fucked him in a vacant apartment.  I told her she was nasty and left.”  Stephanie, Hassayampa Inn

Stephanie worked at The Hassayampa Inn and Kim befriended her.  Stephanie and Kim bar hopped together.  Kim took men to her sister’s apartment complex in Prescott, only blocks from Whiskey Row.  One of her favorite sex places.  Kim was confronted by her sister not to bring men to the house any longer.  Her sister heard the moaning when Kim brought a man to the house in the nanny’s quarters where Kim resided.  Numerous weeks Kim engaged in sex multiple times per week with different sexual partners.

Kim applied the same technique, style and appearance with each sexual partner.  Her Internet method of operation was identical for each sexual partner.  “So how is the young, tall, handsome, fit, intelligent man today?”  She left a calling card with each sexual partner.  Kim purchased a lipstick impression kit and left each lover a card.  She carried a supply in her purse with the lipstick impression and wrote sexual notes to each lover.

Kim Johnson Signature Card

Kim had numerous email accounts, two cell phone numbers and two drivers’ license.

Kim was a nightly patron at happy hour in Houston, Austin, Prescott, Arizona, Las Vegas and Phoenix.  Kim separated from Peter, her first husband in 1990.  Kim was sexually active with several men before she met Bill in 1991.  Conservatively, Kim was intimate with one man per month, or 12 in that one year time period.

Kim dumped Bill on August 7, 2005.  Kim was a nightly bar patron in Phoenix and Las Vegas until her move to Prescott, Arizona in 2006.  Again, conservatively, Kim was intimate with one man per month, or 6 in the six month time period.

Kim was every man’s fantasy.  Breast enhancements 38DD, Botox, no bra, wigs and reveling clothes were all designed to attract a sexual partner.  Kim did not own a bra.  Kim concealed condoms in her purse, the condo in Phoenix and nanny quarters at her sister’s house in Prescott, Arizona.  Kim thrived on sex toys, kinky sex and sex in public.  She loved to dress up as a maid, school teacher, police officer, nurse, etc.  A gorgeous, promiscuous woman that loved to party, smoke and engage in sex.

Kim Johnson Lingerie

Kim’s ideal sexual partner was 35-40, wealthy and over 6 feet tall.  Race, religion, male/female, married did not equate with Kim.  Kim did not date blue collar workers, school teachers, firemen, government workers and certainly not any law enforcement that could run a back ground check on her.

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Kim had a preference for African American men.  Kim’s sister lived with Raymond Manning, an African American, for ten years without marriage.  Kim and Raymond developed a sexual relationship over the years.  Kim’s daughters’ husband is African American.  On his FB page he posted he was agnostic, in an open relationship, interested in women and looking for dating and a relationship.  Kim’s daughter was listed on his FB account.  Kim confided in me her son was gay and did not date women.  Kim’s daughter and son followed Kim’s promiscuous lifestyle.  The sins of the parents punishing the children for the sin of the fathers to the third and fourth generation of those who hate me.  Exodus 20:5.

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God Attempts to Gain Kim’s Attention

From: Kim’s Brother
Subject: Heavy Heart
To: “Kim”
Date: Friday, January 9, 2009, 7:57 AM

Dear Kim,

I write you with a heavy heart of concern for you that has been on my mind for a little time now.  These words are not in any way judgmental or criticizing, but written in the way that Paul wrote his letters in the Bible, bold and sincere.

I have seen changes in you lately and wonder if the return of your sister and her husband are having a negative effect on you.  It appears to me that they are taking care of the duties that you used to do and maybe there is a loss of identity here.  What is your current purpose in life?  Do you have a plan?  Are you interested in any future?  Where do you go from here?  Maybe you are content?

You have a number of times lately defended your drinking to me.  It was being defended even with out my bringing up.  We would be talking about an entirely different subject, and you would bring of a defense and or justification to drinking.  And more than twice.

It would be safe to say that you have been doing your share of drinking lately and I would be safe to say that you have been probably been doing too much.  I know because I too was that same way.  I see the same patterns that I was doing.  I was an alcoholic that for many years drank my life away and didn’t ever see it as a problem.  I don’t know where your at, but I do know that it is an issue for you because of the way you have brought it up.

The thing that really gets me is that with your deep knowledge of the Bible, how in the world could you ever think that it’s OK?  And for that matter there are probable a couple other Bible based issues that can be addressed here too.

Honoring the Sabbath of the Bible is one of the Ten Commandments, So is Thou shall not commit adultery.  And thou shall not lie, and thou shall not covet.  And so on!!  It really concerns me to see that you do not horror the Commandments of the Bible.  To say that we only have one commandment is absolutely ridiculous.  I think you have been watching too much of the TV preachers.

Those people teach that all you need to do is believe and you are saved, or trust in the Lord and you will be saved.    Or all you need is Hope.  Well it’s a 2 part system.  Faith with out works is dead. Trust without obedience is void.  Hope alone doesn’t cut it.  One of the Greek definitions of Hope in the Bible is carelessness.

When you and your sister make the statement “God judges us by our heart”.  It is an absolute truth. AND there is more.  God judges us by our actions too.  And we are also not to judge others in their actions.  But there is this verse below that Jesus Himself said.

John 7:24 “Do not judge according to appearance, but judge with righteous judgments”

You can love God until your blue in the face, but if you’re not keeping His Commandments, you will never make it to Heaven.  This is also the two part system.  You will find it all over the Bible.  The IFs and the ANDs are all over the Bible.  If you love me, you will keep my commandments.

You show me one area in the Bible where it says we don’t need to listen to God’s commandments and I’ll show you the misinterpretations.  I’ll show you a dozen areas where it says the truth that nobody wants to hear.  Many people just try to find those couple scriptures in order to justify their actions.  They are not seeing where the Bible is repeatedly condemning their actions.

The other point of this letter is that not only are you led astray by false teachings and doctrines; you are an influence to your younger sister and others too.  They look to you for proper council and you need to have a Godly character both in your teachings and in your personal conduct.  It is amazing to me that a person with the knowledge of the bible like you have is not applying the truths of the Bible to your very own daily life.

I could show you many times in the Bible where it says KEEP MY COMMANDMENTS.  The problem in the world today is that everyone in trying to find a Biblical way that they can continue in their sinful ways.  Well it’s just not there.  You either are with God, or you are not.

The devil has done a great job of delusions in the world today.  He has managed to keep people from the Bible truth.  He also uses parts of the Bible in different ways to make people think they are being right with God even when they are not.   There is that book called the The Secret and many religions that proclaim some Biblical scriptures to validate their claims yet don’t protect the entire message of the Bible.  They take scripture out of context.  They don’t even mention certain very important messages of the Bible. And then they put in their own messages wanting you to believe they are from the bible when they are far from the foundation and principles of the Bible.

Some say that the law was done away with and nailed to the cross.  Maybe the laws of man, but not God’s Laws.  It’s just another justification to disobey God and do our own thing.  God’s Laws have never changed.  Romans 3:31  Do we then make void the law through faith? Certainly not! On the contrary, we establish the law. (Read all of Romans over again)

You have such great knowledge of the Bible and do such wonderful things for people.  I feel awkward just pointing these basic points out to you.  The bottom line here is that you are missing the key elements of faith and that is to trust and obey.

Points of thought.  If your husband is constantly cheating on you, would you keep him?   Well if you are constantly breaking God’s commandments, He is not going to keep you.

People think their in tune with the Spirit of God when their actually in tune with evil spirits that are keeping them away from the Spirit of God.  If you are not obeying God’s Law and knowingly committing sin, you can not have the Holy Spirit inside of you.  Acts 5:32  The Holy Spirit is given to those who obey Him.

Faith:  Faith without action is not faith.  It would be blind faith.  And that’s what the devil wants is faith that is blind to the Bible truths.   It takes more than faith alone to achieve Gods grace.  If you have faith that God will save you when you are knowingly disobeying His Commandments, your faith is distorted and based on the deceptions of the Bible.  None of us have more faith than a mustard seed, so if that is all your going to rely on, your in big trouble.  True faith demands:  Commitment, trust and obey God’s laws.  Time in prayer, time in the Bible, reading and studying daily.

Drinking:  I don’t even need to go here, you know that God hated drinkers, and The Bible says “Be of sober mind” over and over.

There is of course the Ten Commandments:  These are God’s Laws and the Commandments of Jesus Christ.  These were not hung on the cross to be forgotten.  Some say that the law has been abolished and hung on the cross.  That is a lie that people use to conduct their sin.  Are you lying to yourself?  I was for many years.  Only believers obey and follow God’s Law

If you are not Obeying God’s Law and you are not following the teachings of the testament of Christ. You are not only a nonbeliever, you are an antichrist.

John 14:21  “He who has My commandments AND keeps them, it is he who loves Me. And he who loves Me will be loved by My Father. And I will love him and manifest Myself to him.” It’s not enough to just know the commandments, you have to obey them. (2 Part system)

John 15:10  If you keep my commandments, you will abide in My love, Just as I have kept My Fathers Commandments and abide in His love.

Jesus kept the commandments.

69 times the Bible says keep my commandments.  “My people are destroyed for a lack of knowledge.”

And the list goes on and on…….  Jesus kept the Sabbath too!!!  Sunset Friday to Sunset Saturday.  The Bible commands that we keep God’s commandments. And that includes the Sabbath.  I can show you over 30 scriptures here too.   And for anyone that thinks otherwise, they are not saved, period.  If you think you can go to heaven without obeying God’s laws, then you believe a lie.

If you really really love Jesus, you will want to keep His Commandments.  You will want to please Him.  Your commitments of obeying His will are done because you love Him.

1John 2:4  He who says “I know Him,” and does not keep His commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him.  Many millions of people believe the lies that Satan has been putting out there for the past few thousand years.  Most pastors don’t preach the entire truth of the Bible.   Some think they are yet are not.  Others just tell the people what they want to hear. 

I could go on and on.  I have hundreds of pages of writings and have been studying the Bible too.

I just Love you so much that I needed to write my concerns of love and understanding.  Pray about it.  Study the Bible.  Do your Homework.  You will come to the same conclusion that I have.   I am not real good at quoting the Bible yet.  I do have it in writing.

I will be coming over to see Dad in about a month and do hope to see you too. I would love to Bible study with you.  Focus On Christ- Time is Short.  Thank you for listening to my concerns and thank you for hearing them.  Stay in the Word.  Your brother in Christ.  Love and Prayers,

Kim’s Brother

Sociopaths have a constant need for stimulation and excitement.  Sociopaths have faulty development in three areas: ability to love, impulse control and moral reasoning. A sociopath is someone with impairment in all three of these abilities.  Sociopaths are unable to love, have poor impulse control and exhibit immoral behavior.

Maslow’s hierarchy of needs is most often displayed as a pyramid. The lowest levels of the pyramid are made up of the most basic needs, while the more complex needs are located at the top of the pyramid. Needs at the bottom of the pyramid are basic physical requirements including the need for food, water, sleep and warmth. Once these lower-level needs have been met, people can move on to the next level of needs, which are for safety and security.

As people progress up the pyramid, needs become increasingly psychological and social. Soon, the need for love, friendship and intimacy become important. Further up the pyramid, the need for personal esteem and feelings of accomplishment take priority.

Types of Needs

Maslow Hierarchy of Needs believed these needs are similar to instincts and play a major role in motivating behavior. Physiological, security, social, and esteem needs are deficiency needs (also known as D-needs), meaning that these needs arise due to deprivation. Satisfying these lower-level needs is important in order to avoid unpleasant feelings or consequences.

Maslow termed the highest-level of the pyramid as growth needs (also known as being needs or B-needs). Growth needs do not stem from a lack of something, but rather from a desire to grow as a person.

Five Levels of the Hierarchy of Needs

There are five different levels in Maslow’s hierarchy of needs:

  1. Physiological Needs
    These include the most basic needs that are vital to survival, such as the need for water, air, food and sleep. Maslow believed that these needs are the most basic and instinctive needs in the hierarchy because all needs become secondary until these physiological needs are met.
  1. Security Needs
    These include needs for safety and security. Security needs are important for survival, but they are not as demanding as the physiological needs. Examples of security needs include a desire for steady employment, health insurance, safe neighborhoods and shelter from the environment.
  1. Social Needs
    These include needs for belonging, love and affection. Maslow considered these needs to be less basic than physiological and security needs. Relationships such as friendships, romantic attachments and families help fulfill this need for companionship and acceptance, as does involvement in social, community or religious groups.
  1. Esteem Needs
    After the first three needs have been satisfied, esteem needs becomes increasingly important. These include the need for things that reflect on self-esteem, personal worth, social recognition and accomplishment.
  1. Self-actualizing Needs
    This is the highest level of Maslow’s hierarchy of needs. Self-actuating people are self-aware, concerned with personal growth, less concerned with the opinions of others and interested in fulfilling their potential.

The highest need and most critical development of human character is the ability to love. The ability to love is the key to happiness, as well as psychological and physical wellbeing. When people develop their ability to love and fully enjoy relationships, they are immunized against addiction and antisocial behavior.

Normal development provides people with the ability to love do ALL of the following in relationships:

Feel and enjoy affection toward people.

Show empathy toward those they love.

Want to take care of those they love.

Sacrifice their own needs in order to care for others.

Sociopaths lack the ability to love. You cannot give what you do not have.  Sociopaths have a greater requirement for power and control then the experience of affection. Their inability to love is also called “emotional callousness” by scientists.  Researchers have developed scales and have actually measured what they call “emotional callousness” in individuals with antisocial personality disorder. Perhaps due to the lack of emotional connection and absence of the ability to put themselves in other people’s shoes, those with antisocial personality are also grandiose and self-centered.

Sociopaths lack empathy. Empathy stops people from hurting others. To show empathy is to identify with another’s feelings. It is to emotionally put yourself in the place of another. The ability to empathize is directly dependent on your ability to feel your own feelings and identify them.

If you have never felt a certain feeling, it will be hard for you to understand how another person is feeling. This holds equally true for pleasure and pain. If, for example, you have never put your hand in a flame, you will not know the pain of fire. If you have not experienced sexual passion, you will not understand its power. Similarly, if you have never felt rebellious or defiant, you will not understand those feelings.

Sociopaths exhibit no care-taking behavior, and rarely or never sacrifice their own needs for those of others. When they do show what appears to be caring, there is always a hidden agenda.

Sociopaths lack impulse control.  An impulse is a thought to do something. Impulses come from our basic drives and emotions.  A drive is a force within us that makes us want to do something. When people act according to their drives, they are rewarded with pleasure. Basic human drives are nourishment/food, comfort, physical and emotional contact with other people, sex, social dominance, material possessions and entertainment.

Impulsivity is often thought of as a personality trait, something that makes one person different from another.  Children who have difficulty learning to control a response often have behavioral problems which continue into adulthood. Impulsivity is a primary feature of many disorders including addiction, ADHD, obsessive compulsive disorder and gambling. Identifying the brain region and mechanism that controls impulsivity is a critical step in the diagnosis and treatment of these conditions.  We now know the region of the brain that controls our impulses.

Sociopaths characteristically have poor impulse control. This makes them aggressive and overly sexual.  Whatever impulse originated in Kim’s brain, she acted on it without hesitation.  Kim exhibited no planning and forethought, and displayed no morals, values or consideration for consequences.

Sociopaths lack the ability to love and are not motivated by a drive for affection.  Sociopaths can be very social.  Sociopaths are motivated by a drive for dominance or power. To them, power equals pleasure.  The Sociopath enjoy being social because they are around people they can control.  They will communicate delusional stories of their lives to gain attention.

Sociopaths are motivated by the sex drive, and especially enjoy sex when it makes them feel powerful. They are extremely aggressive in the bedroom and enjoy “kinky” sex that puts them in a position of power and control.

Moral reasoning is the process of determining right or wrong in a given situation. According to the American psychologist, Lawrence Kohlberg, people develop through three levels of moral reasoning as needed by situations they encounter. The lowest level of development involves making decisions of morality based on the prospect of punishment – in other words, by trying to avoid getting punished. At the second level a person perceives an absolute right and wrong and believes the law is the judge of morality. A person has reached the highest level when they make moral choices based on social contracts, or unspoken agreements to behave a certain way, and when they can generalize ethical principals beyond their own interests.

Sociopaths do know the rules.  Kim in her interview with the Prescott Arizona Police Department states, ““I guess I’m just a fool for sitting here and staying out this late on a Thursday night.  I’m not going to act in any type of fear mode over any of this.  I don’t feel I’ve done anything wrong. God has His shield around me. I know when I should do something and when I shouldn’t.”  The Sociopath will break rules because of their obsession with power and control over their victims.

Kim Johnson DUI Arrest

Sociopaths lack moral emotions, which are guilt and shame. Moral emotions represent a key element of our human moral apparatus, influencing the link between moral standards and moral behavior.  There exists a triad of negatively valenced “self-conscious” emotions—shame, guilt, and embarrassment.  In recent years, the concept of moral emotions has been expanded to include several positive emotions—elevation, gratitude, and the sometimes morally relevant experience of pride.

Guilt develops during the early childhood years as an extension of the fear response. As children, sociopaths are fearless and do not develop guilt.

Helen B. Lewis, a pioneer in recognizing the importance of shame to psychotherapy, argued that shame represents an entire family of emotions. This family includes: humiliation, embarrassment, feelings of low self-esteem, belittlement, and stigmatization. Shame is often a central ingredient in experiences of being: alienated, inadequate, helpless, powerless, defenseless, weak, insecure, etc.  Sociopaths are grandiose and NEVER see themselves as at the bottom, they do not experience shame.

Kim Johnson The Early Years

Kim was born June 17, 1955 in Aberdeen, South Dakota.  Kim was the second oldest of six children.  Kim was the oldest girl.  Kim’s parents were hard working, good, honest people.  Kim’s dad was the sole source of income for the family and worked in several different sales positions to support the family of eight.  He traveled a great deal selling insurance and other products and services.

Kim’s dad was an accomplished singer and performer.  He sang with the Bob Hope tour while in the service.  His passion was to become a performer but he had to make a living and provide for the family.

Kim’s parents were devout Catholics.  The children were required to attend Catholic schools.  Kim despised the Catholic Church and became angry if you broached the subject.  One of the six children in the family attends Catholic Church currently.

Kim conveyed to me she was bored in the Catholic schools.  “I would shock the priests!  When I attended confession, I would make up stories to shock them.  I had no sin in my life so I made up things to get their attention.”

Kim’s sister emails me on February 5, 2010: You’ll love Austin it’s a great place to live.  Kim and I have two aunts that are Nuns in the Catholic Church and their both still in Minn. they love to play cards. Sister Luella use to come here every year for 6 weeks when my mother was living with us, we’d play cards till midnight.  We went to private Catholic schools, and wore the blue blazers and plaid skirts with the saddle shoes, your vintage Catholic sticks brought back memorys.

Kim recanted numerous time to me “if you did not get to the dinner table before the boys, there was noting left to eat.”  The family was not poor but they lived a very humble life with a family of eight.  Kim conveyed to me “no one went hungry but nights my stomach was growling for lack of food.”  She grew up at 919 South State Street in Aberdeen.

Kim grew up in a dysfunctional household.  She never received the love and attention growing up in a family of eight.  Kim was the second oldest of six kids, two girls and four boys.  Her parents did not have time to spend with each child and her dad was absent making a living for the family.  None of the kids were good enough in her dad’s eyes.  The kids endured years of verbal abuse from their father.  Two of the six kids completed college.

Kim’s parents, brothers and sisters ignored all the warning signs.  They swept Kim’s mental illness under the rug instead of active intervention.

Kim Johnson Overnight Stay with Lover

Kim was quiet and reserved growing up.  She had very few friends in school according to her classmates and teachers in Aberdeen, South Dakota.  Kim obtained poor grades and was not active in school activities.  Kim attended Roncalli Elementary and Roncalli Junior/Senior High School in Aberdeen.  Kim graduated 56th in a class of 86.  Kim was involved in chorus her freshman and sophomore years of high school.  She was not a singer as her dad and became bored and joined drama her junior and senior year.  Kim did not have a senior picture published in the 1973 yearbook.

Kim worked at Kessler’s in Aberdeen during the summer months.  Kessler’s is a grocery store.  Kim experimented in high school with smoking, trying alcohol and marijuana.  This was the hippy generation and not uncommon.

“She was a very sweet young lady when I knew her but that was all in H.S. and I didn’t really know her very well.”

“We were good friends in High School.. she was somewhat quiet, very non judgmental and always there for you.. we had some fun times together.. “

“I knew her through school; we hung out somewhat outside of school but usually in. She often had a smile on her face and we did most of our sillyness in home-ec.”

Kid did not maintain contact with any high school classmates upon graduation.  She did not attend one class reunion.  Kim desired to forget her past in Aberdeen.

Kim’s First Husband-Peter

Kim dated very little in high school.  We don’t know if Kim was promiscuous in high school.  Kim wanted out of a small town and more excitement in her life.  Kim met her first husband, Peter, in South Florida.  Peter was 3 1/2 years older then Kim.  Peter was short and thin.  Kim liked tall men.  Kim was 5 foot 7.  Kim was bored living in a small town.  Sociopaths demand action and adventure.  Kim met Peter at a club in Coral Gables and they began to date.  Kim was working part time as a waitress and desired to raise a family and not work. Things moved rapidly and they married July 19, 1975.  Kim had just turned 20 on June 17th.  Peter was attending school and landed a job with Exxon.

Kim and Peter moved to Morgantown, West Virginia where Peter worked for Exxon.  Peter had obtained his degree and Kim desired to obtain her degree.  Kim’s parents were not college educated.  Kim applied to West Virginia University and attended three semesters and dropped out. Her GPA fell to 1.5 and she was on the verge of academic probation.  Kim was pregnant with her first baby and had difficulty maintaining a part time job, attending college and pregnant.

Kim and Peter moved often with his employment with Exxon.  They moved to Gillette, Wyoming in 1978 and that is where she delivered her daughter.  They lived two years in Gillette and were transferred to Houston, Texas.  Peter was gaining in seniority and income and Kim did not want to work.  She desired to stay home, cook and take care of her daughter.  They remained in Houston for many years.

Kim and Peter were pregnant again in 1982 and delivered a boy just before Christmas, December 22nd.  Now Kim had two small children at home and she was very content.

Peter liked to go out with the boys at work and have a few drinks.  Peter was arrested on August 12, 1984 in Houston for pulling a gun on Dennis Kelly.  Kim was very irate over the incident and they began to have marital concerns.  Kim kept the two kids isolated from the tension between her and Peter.

Peter and Kim continued to struggle in their marriage.  They were both stubborn and neither one of them wanted to change.  Peter was transferred to Columbia in 1986.  Kim was not excited to take her two young kids out of the US but for the sake of the family she agreed to go.  Kim enjoyed Columbia, learned a new language and best of all she did not have to work.  She had maids and cooks that worked very inexpensively for her each day.  She hired ladies to clean and sew.  This was the life Kim envisioned.

The job only lasted a few years and Peter was transferred back to Houston. Kim was bored in the marriage and constant arguing and fighting.  Kim and Peter began to build a new home in Tomball, Texas, a suburb of Houston.

Kim began to go to the clubs in Houston and seek excitement while married to Peter.  She loved being a mother but wanted to party.

Kim and Peter separated in 1990. Kim had the new house for her and the two kids.  Peter was paying the bills.  Kim was separated from Peter and began to attend happy hour at the Houston night clubs and bars.  Kim was a very attractive woman and had no problem attracting men.

Kim was a very sexual woman.  Kim began to date and have sex with numerous men while still married to Peter.  Kim was divorced from Peter, September 8, 1997.  Kim desired to be a housewife, travel and party. Kim had not worked since 1975-1978, when she worked part-time until her daughter was born in Gillette, Wyoming.

The Affair with Bill

Kim met Bill in 1991 at the Red River Dance Hall in Tomball. Bill was taller and stockier.  Bill owned a vintage clothing business.  Bill was divorced twice when he met Kim.  Bill had just divorced his second wife on June 11, 1991. Bill was only married six years and began to have problems with second wife. Bill married his first wife, March 20, 1980 and they were divorced, August 3, 1984.

Bill was two years older then Kim.  Kim desired a younger man.  Bill put the full court pressure on Kim and spent a great deal of money on her and Kim was in heaven.  Bill was recently divorced and desired to party.  Kim loved to party and the two were made for each other.  Bill and Kim began an affair and Bill moved in with Kim into the new house September 27, 1991.  Bill provided the excitement Kim desired in her life.  Alcohol, drugs and sex.  Bill was legally married and Kim was legally married when they began the affair.

Kim began to smoke and drink.  Bill smoked marijuana and Kim liked the excitement.  Kim was intimate with Bill at his apartment in Houston.  On the weekends when Peter had the kids, Bill would stay over night with Kim at the house.

Kim quickly learned Bill had addictions.  Bill was arrested on Kim’s birthday, June 17, 1991.  They were celebrating Kim’s birthday and both had a great deal to drink.  Bill was driving the car and arrested for a DUI and evading arrest.  Bill was in jail and Kim had to post bond, run the household and the vintage clothing business.  Bill was released from jail and fined $1,000 and placed on probation for two years and had his Texas driver’s license suspended for one year.  Kim was now required to complete all the driving for the family.

Bill suffered from a back and leg injury and was addicted to prescription pain killers. Kim and Bill began to bar/club hop in Houston.  Kim thrived on the excitement and stimulation.  She loved being a mother but wanted excitement in her life and to travel and party.  Kim and Bill consumed 2-3 beer per night and considerably more on the weekends. They each consumed a six pack of beer every two days and considerably more on the weekends at the clubs and bars.

Kim did not work until she met Bill in 1991.  Kim worked with Bill at the vintage clothing business in Houston and Austin 1991-2004.  The parasitic lifestyle of a Sociopath.

Kim and Bill did not attend church with the kids.  Kim and Bill read their Bible and that was sufficient for Kim.  Kim despised organized religion.

Bills addictions escalated.  Bill and Kim celebrated Memorial Day, Saturday, May 30, 1993 at the local bars.  Bill was driving the vehicle on a suspended Texas driver’s license.  His one year suspension was approaching, June 22, 1993.  Bill was in jail again.  Kim posted the bond and Bill plead guilty and was fined $200 and placed on probation until September 19, 1995.

Bill was arrested again on November 22, 1993 for assaulting his ex-wife. Bill was in jail once again.  Bill was fined $300 and placed on additional probation.

The vintage clothing business was doing well.  Kim did not like to work and worked as little as she was required.  Bill and Kim continued the bar/club scene and drank every day.  Bill was having pain from the injuries and self medicating with alcohol while taking prescription pain killers.

Bill noticed a lump on Kim’s left breast in 1995.  Kim reluctantly presented at a physician office and a chest x-ray indicated a mass in her left breast.  Kim had an MRI and was diagnosed with CA of the left breast.  Kim completed a double mastectomy in 1995 and received chemotherapy.  She did not complete radiation.

Kim was not pleased with the breast augmentation.  She was a 38DD and the added weight initiated back and neck pain.  Kim was prescribed pain killers and continued to drink every day with Bill.  Both Kim and Bill became addicted to prescription pain medicine.  Kim scheduled surgery to repair her nipples and areola in 1996 with a renowned plastic surgeon in Houston.  The first reconstruction was inadequate and Kim scheduled a second surgery in 1997.  The second reconstruction was inadequate.  Kim had no nipples or areola.  Kim was never pleased with her breast augmentation.

Kim lost her hair in the chemotherapy sessions.  Kim dyed her hair blonde and now had 38DD breast implants.

Kim’s daughter graduated from Tomball High School in May of 1996.  Kim and Bill continued to work long hours in the vintage clothing business and make an adequate living.

Kim and Peter experienced financial hardship and filed for bankruptcy protection in 1996.  They owed the IRS over $100K and numerous other obligations.

Peter filed for divorce from Kim in 1997 in Houston.  They separated in 1990 and required a divorce before either could remarry.  Kim and Peter were divorced September 8, 1997.  In the divorce, Peter was required to provide $1,700 per month child support.  Peter made two payments and declined to pay the child support.  Kim did not want any additional fight with Peter and never enforced the court order.

Kim and Bill were daily consuming alcohol and prescription pain medicine.  Their addictions became their life.  The business was struggling due to the addictions.  They could not afford the house and sold May 14, 1999.

Kim began to inject Botox in 2002 in Houston. Kim was very vain about her looks.  She had the breast augmentation to a 38DD and she wanted more attention from men.

Kim and Bill moved to a rented house in Tomball to save money.  They were both battling drug and alcohol addictions.  Kim and Bill moved to Austin, Texas September 1, 2004 and rented a house.  They moved the vintage clothing business and opened a retail location.  The business was doing well.  They purchased a 1998 Sea Ray in 2002 and enjoyed Lake Travis.

They were struggling financially and Kim loved to spend money.  This was not the lifestyle she desired.  The business did not pay its taxes or vendors.  Harris County and Travis County filed court documents to collect $20,000.  Kim and Bill did not appear at any court proceeding as required.  Default judgments were entered.

Kim was tired of working in the vintage clothing business and wanted out.  Kim was stressed from the work and was at the verge of a mental collapse.  Kim told Bill to sell the business and they sold a very profitable business for $ 15,000. They left Austin August 2, 2004 for Ashland, Kentucky.  Kim’s brother suggested they go into business together in Ashland. Kim and Bill resided in a house owned by Kim’s brother in Ashland.  Kim paid her brother a small amount for rent.  The opportunity never developed and Kim was bored in a small town with no friends.  Kim required constant stimulation as Sociopaths demand.

Kim applied for a Federal Student Loan in the amount of $12,000 in May of 2004.  She communicated the money was for her sons college education.  Kim did not share with Bill she had obtained the loan.  We do not know how the money was utilized. Kim’s daughter was attending Austin Community College and her son was attending the University of Texas at the time. He never graduated from UT.  He won a little money playing professional poker and he perused that as a career.

Kim’s brother in law in Prescott, Arizona, suggested they move to Phoenix and Bill could work for him developing marketing for his real estate company. Kim would not be required to work and relieve the stress in her life. Kim embraced not having to work.  The arrangement was to provide housing for six months until Kim and Bill were self sufficient.  Kim and Bill flew from Columbus, Ohio to Phoenix, Arizona, and drove to Prescott in mid May 2005 to work out the details.  Nothing was communicated in writing.  The opportunity never developed.

Kim received $10,000 from her sister in Prescott for her 50th birthday, June 17, 2005.  Kim and Bill departed Ashland, Kentucky on June 20, 2005 for Phoenix.  They stayed in Houston for two weeks and stopped in Austin for the Fourth of July to visit Kim’s kids.  Kim had an appointment with Dr. George Brown at Austin Cancer Centers on July 5, 2005.

Kim and Bill sold the boat in Austin for $12,000 in July 2005.  Kim concealed the money in a separate bank account.

Kim and Bill arrived in Glendale, Arizona July 10, 2005 to reside in a house owned by Kim’s sister. The marketing and income never materialized and the money had run out.  Kim enjoyed spending money and it was gone. Kim was not happy with Bill and began an exit strategy.

Kim went on a cruise out of San Diego, California the later part of July 2005 without Bill.  Kim required constant stimulation.  Bill was not providing her lifestyle and she began plans to divorce Bill.  Kim knew she had terminal cancer and desired a lifestyle of traveling and parties.  Kim met many men on the cruise and engaged sexually with several of them on the cruise and the months after the cruise.

Kim dumped Bill in Tucson, Arizona on the front lawn of his parent’s house on August 7, 2005. Bill attempted numerous times to revive their marriage.  The money was gone and Kim wanted a wealthy man so she did not have to work.  Kim lived in Phoenix and Bill at his parents house in Tucson.  Kim took the money in the joint accounts with Bill amounted to $22,000 ($10,000 for birthday and $12,000 from boat sale).  Kim provided Bill $4,000 of the $22,000.

The next evening, Kim received devastating news on August 8, 2005. Dr. Brown called and informed Kim the cancer had returned in her left breast.  Kim was diagnosed with CA of the left breast.  Dr. Brown developed a treatment plan of 6 chemotherapy sessions.  Kim declined treatment and never shared the information with any family members nor her kids.  Kim had CA of the left breast in 1995 when she lived in Houston.  Kim had a mastectomy of both breasts at that time.  She had nipple and areola reconstruction in 1996 and 1997 unsuccessfully.

God was attempting to gain Kim’s attention.

Kim and Bill did not attend church to obtain biblical correction, support and nurturing. The church folks were to “stuffy” for Kim’s lifestyle.  Kim went to the bars on Sunday because they were full of men watching sporting events.  Kim read her Bible and watched pastors on the television.  Kim had no accountability in her life.  Kim acted on impulse and made very poor life choices.  The life of a Sociopath.

The Arizona Affairs

Kim was free once again to party and have sex.  Kim’s sister provided all her income and free rent.  Kim had very few financial obligations.  And best of all, Kim did not have to work.  Kim’s son and daughter were grown and on their own.  Kim began to attend happy hour at the clubs and bars in Phoenix.

Kim was starved for love and attention.  The platinum blonde hair, Botox, revealing clothes, the wigs, no bra were all to gain approval and acceptance.

Las Vegas was ideal for Kim’s lifestyle.  Free alcohol and an endless supply of men for sexual encounters.  Kim did not care if the were married.  Many of Kim’s sexual partners were married.  They were in Las Vegas or Phoenix on business or conventions she met at the bars.

Kim’s son did not graduate from the University of Texas but instead perused a career as a professional poker player in Las Vegas.  Kim confided in me he was having financial difficulties.  Her son transferred money to Full Tilt Poker via credit card payments to continue playing online poker.  He had not placed in a poker tournament since October of 2009.  He did not own a car or a house at age 28.

Kim drove from Phoenix to Las Vegas in August 2005 to see her son play in the 2005 Legends of Poker. Her son placed second in Event #22.  Kim drove to Las Vegas in October 2005 to see her son play poker.  Las Vegas provided Kim the excitement and stimulation she required in addition to men and alcohol.  Kim engaged sex with numerous men in Las Vegas while visiting her son.  Kim stayed at the Bellagio and not with her son.

Kim was in Las Vegas when she received news of her mother’s brain tumor diagnosis.

Kim received additional devastating news in October 2005.  Kim’s mother was diagnosed with a large brain tumor in Rapid City, South Dakota.  Kim flew to Rapid City and brought her mother to Phoenix to seek treatment at Barrow Neurological Institute and the Muhammad Ali Parkinson Center.  Kim transported her mother to Kim’s sisters house in Prescott in mid November of 2005.  Kim completed care for her mother in Prescott for months, arranging for her care, prescriptions and physician visits in Phoenix.  Kim took care of her mother for months.  Kim’s mother expired in 2006 and added further devastation to Kim’s life.

Kim’s mother was doing well and she drove to Las Vegas to see her son play at the Bellagio Five Diamond World Poker Classic first week of December 2005.  She engaged several of her sexual partners while in Las Vegas.

Kim flew to Austin, Texas for Christmas 2005 to be with her kids.  Kim flew back from Austin after Christmas and returned to Prescott for New Years with her mother and sister.

Heaven in Prescott, Arizona

Kim thought she had died and gone to heaven in Prescott, Arizona!  Prescott is a wonderful mountain community about an hour half north of Phoenix.

Prescott is famous for Whiskey Row.  The 100 block of South Montezuma Street in Prescott, Arizona has long been known as Whiskey Row, for the numerous saloons that line the street. As Prescott poet Gail Gardner once wrote of “Whiskey Row.”

Kim had all the essentials for her lifestyle.  Kim was free to come and go, party and travel.  And best of all, she did not have to work.  She had free rent, did not work, time, no bills, drugs, sex and of course lots of alcohol.  Kim was a 50 year old woman living the life of a teenager in Prescott.  Kim attended happy hour every night on Whiskey Row to pick up men and bring them home for sex.

Kim began her quest for a husband.  She began to inject Botox at Southwest Skin & Cancer Institute in Prescott.  Kim was injecting toxins in her body knowing she had breast cancer.

Kim began to loose weight.  Kim was 150 pounds when she was married to Bill.  Kim lost 30 pounds and began to dress provocatively to expose her breast enhancements.  Kim was 120 pounds in 2007 according to her Arizona driver’s license and internet dating posts.

Kim Johnson Bar in Prescott Arizona

Kim began to attend happy hour at the local Prescott bars.  Prescott is a small community and Kim readily had a supply of men interested in drinking and having sex.  Kim was known as “The Trojan Lady.”  Kim conveyed to men she worked for Trojan.  Trojan desired the woman’s perspective on condom selection, feel and comfort.  Kim carried condoms n her purse with her cigarettes.  Kim was 50 years old when she arrived in Prescott.

Kim had two drivers’ licenses, Texas and Arizona. Kim utilized her daughters address in Austin, Texas to maintain two drivers’ licenses.  She did not obtain her Arizona Drivers License until she was stopped for a traffic violation February 8, 2007.  Kim was cited for no current registration on her car.  She utilized her daughters address in Austin.  Kim lived in Arizona since July 10, 2005.  She provided the Prescott Police a Texas driver’s license.  She was fined $80 and placed on one year’s probation.

Kim utilized the Internet to find her sexual partners.  Kim’s drug and alcohol dependence rapidly accelerated in Prescott.  Kim was absent a male partner for the first time in her life.  She was lonely and depressed in a small town.  Marijuana was readily available from the tenants at her sisters’ apartments.  Kim did not work and could come and go as she desired with no monthly bills.

Kim began her search for a new man in Prescott.  Kim rapidly depleted the available men in a small town and obtained quite a reputation as a bar hopper in Prescott.  Kim had large parties at her sister’s house while her sister was away for a year.  Kim communicated she owned a large house in Prescott and hosted weekly parties at the house where marijuana and alcohol were abundant.

Kim quickly learned the business men stayed at the Hassayampa Inn.  On weekends in the summer months, Prescott has a vibrant tourist season.  Kim attended happy hour every night during the summer months on Whiskey Row in Prescott seeking men.  Kim gravitated back to the Hassayampa Inn happy hour after the summer season seeking business men.

Kim’s ideal man was 35, wealthy and over 6 feet tall.  Race, religion, married did not equate with Kim.  Kim did not date blue collar workers, school teachers, firemen, government workers and certainly not any law enforcement that could run a back ground check on her.

Kim utilized the internet dating sites beginning in March 2006 with Match, Adult Seeker, Sex Search, eHarmony, Sugardaddie, and ChristianMingle.  Kim spent thousands of dollars and hundreds of hours of time on the internet dating sites.  Kim portrayed she sold her business and could live anywhere and do what ever she wanted at any time.

From: kim johnson
Subject: Living in Prescott
To: loverboy67
Date: Monday, March 27, 2006, 7:52 PM

Dear Dave.

Thanks for the email.  You asked what brought me to the community of Prescott.  Well, you’re pretty intuitive to ask that question because I’m really from Texas.  In the fall of 2005 my mother was diagnosed with a very large brain tumor.  There was no one in my family that could see her through traveling, surgery, and after-care etc..  So, I sold my business, luckily had sold my house a few years before and flew to S.D. to get her.  I brought her to the “Barrow Institute” in Phoenix for surgery and later to Prescott for after-care. My sister built a suite on one end of her house where I have been taking care of her.  She has miraculously recovered and now that my sister has a nanny for her children she can look in on her.  So, I am no longer a 24 hr. nurse.  Will I stay in Prescott?  Maybe, my children are grown and I can basically do anything I want.  So, that’s my story Dave.  What’s yours?  What’s a young, tall, handsome, fit, intelligent man doing in this retirement town?  Look forward to hearing from you.  Kim

Kim was NOT from Texas.  She grew up in Aberdeen, South Dakota.  Kim sold the business in 2004 for a mere $15,000 because she was tired of working for a living.  Kim was under immense personal trauma.  In a one year time frame she sold the business in Austin, moved twice, the breast cancer returned and her mother was being treated for a large brain tumor and tragically died.

Kim’s Match.com profile listed her as 47 years old and the owner of a fashion company and entrepreneur.  Heavenly7777, pianist performing “Chopsticks” wants to make music with passionate man.  Seeking man 35-45.  5”7”, 125lbs, does not smoke and a social drinker. Kim was 50 years old in March of 2006.

Kim fabricated many of her statements on her internet posting.  Kim was not 47; she was 53 when we met.  It was obvious the first night we met; Kim injected Botox for years.  Her face did not have a wrinkle.  Her neck, hands and legs detailed a woman much older.  Kim smoked both cigarettes and marijuana.  Kim was an alcoholic not a social drinker by any means. Kim did own a vintage clothing business in Houston and Austin and ran the business into the ground with creditors and the State of Texas revoking her business license.

Kim was not a giver but instead a taker.  Kim did not have a degree for West Virginia University.  She attended three semesters and dropped out with a 1.5 GPA.  Kim was not an accomplished child care expert.  Kim lived with her sister in Prescott in the nanny apartment.  Kim took care of the kids at night to give her sister a break.  Kim never taught parenting classes.  She did work with children with disabilities, her sister’s kids.  None outside the family.

Kim was not a world traveler.  She lived in Columbia with Peter, her first husband and had traveled to Mexico and Japan with her sister.  Many of the trips we took together, Kim had never visited.  Kim was not a golfer.  Remember Kim wrote in her bio:  “I’m brushing up on my golf game.”  She drove the golf cart while her son played golf.  Kim did not own a set of golf clubs or golf shoes.

We identified 58 men and women sexual partners from 2006 to 2011.  The number is staggering.  Those are the ones we know about and not including the one night stands from the bars in Prescott, Hawaii, Phoenix and Las Vegas.  Kim’s sexual partner include: Peter (first husband), Bill (second husband), several sexual partners between Peter and Bill when Kim was at the bars in Houston, several sexual partners when Kim was living in Phoenix before moving to Prescott.

Kim provided me with her old phone when I purchased her iPhone in April 2009.  We were able to view the text messages and phone numbers stored.  Kim’s brother in law in Prescott provided me with a list of men from Kim’s laptop computer in March 2010.  We have the actual email from many of Kim’s sexual partners as verification.

Aaron, Brad, Ben, Clinton, Alex, Geoff, Dave X 4, Dennis, John X 6, Andrew, Alex, Chuck, Charley, Bob X3, Robert X3, Terry, Dale, Rodger, Roger X 3, Roy, Jamie, Jacob, Greg X 3, Chris, Jeff, Jim, Jorge, Joe, Danny, Trey, Pete, Lon, Charles, Al, Jeb, Paul, Wayne, Marc, Mark X 2, Michael.  And four women:  Linda, Michelle, Pam and Sherry.  And don’t forget the vineyard owner from Sweden Kim slept with the night of her DUI, July 16, 2009.  And moi.

Kim was known to her sexual partner as Kimberly, Kim, Kimmie, Kim69, Kimmie Lovelace, Kim69, Agent69, Kimmie69, Trojan Lady, Kimmie Strike A Pose, Double Breasted 2 Pack, Linda Lovelace, Miss Candy, Lovergirl69, 5ft769 Lady, Kimberley69.  All sexual in nature.

Kim communicated with men she directed and produced low budget porn movies.  In email correspondence to Dave in Denver Kim communicated “I thought you should know before we go any further communicating what I do for a living.  I write scripts for porn movies.  Low budget ones. Sometimes I have to be on the set.  Is that a problem?”  Kim

Kim was in Hawaii in March 2009 communicating with Dave. “I direct low budget porn films and wanted to know if you will star in one that I’m going to produce. It will be in Hawaii this weekend on a beach called David’s Beach. You will be drenched in tanning oil and you will be nude with me. Can you cum over and do it for me?”  Kim

Kim emails me on July 2, 2009

Hi Brion,

Thks. for emails.  Yes I did get carried away a little.  Well, at least I don’t write scripts for the low budget porn movies anymore.  Yes I think I just need to see you!

Sounds like a great plan for the week-end.  I would love to see “Wicked”.

Thanks so much for sending me your ‘Legal Reform’ writing.  I could not agree more with what you said!  You are very very talented and knowledgeable about health care issues etc.  Would love to hear more.  Lots of things I still don’t know about you but look forward to finding out.

Love You,  Kimmie

Kim’s sister and brother in law moved to Missouri in the fall of 2006 until the summer of 2007.  Kim had the large house to herself.  It was Party Time!  Kim invited over 100 Prescott and Phoenix residents to her parties and many stayed overnight in the bedrooms and on the couch.  Kim had numerous overnight sexual partners in the master bedroom while her sister was absent.  Marijuana and alcohol were readily available at Kim’s parties.

Kim discovered the “Wayward Boys” in Prescott.  A group of men that threw large parties and invited a great deal of attractive women.  Kim never missed a Wayward Boys party and had sex with many of them.

Las Vegas was a three hour drive from Prescott, Arizona.  Las Vegas had the excitement Kim was seeking in addition to free alcohol.  Kim had the perfect alibi and communicated she was visiting her son who lived in Las Vegas.  Las Vegas provided Kim access to alcohol and men.

Kim did not work the last seven years of her life.  Kim’s sister provided Kim $60K from the sale of a house in Phoenix for taking care of their mother until her death.  Kim was fraudulently paid for watching her sister’s kids at night while Kim was at the bars and on trips.  Kim had time and money.  Kim had no financial obligations except a cell phone bill, a storage unit in Houston and auto insurance.

Kim’s sister paid the heat, light, internet, phone, sewer &water, cable TV, trash.  Kim never paid a dime residing in the nanny quarters for five years.  The parasitic lifestyle of a Sociopath.  Kim was perfectly able to work the last five and half years of her life but lived a life as a parasite.

Kim quickly obtained the name of the “Prescott Party Girl.”  If there was a party in Prescott, Kim was invited.  Kim was a 50 year old woman carrying condoms in her purse and know as “The Trojan Lady.”

Kim readily disposed of the men in Prescott and gained a reputation as having sex and dumping the men in Prescott.  Many of the men were married and did not want their wives to find out about Kim.  Kim was separated from Bill and not divorced until March 2009.

Kim’s sister supplied a condo in Phoenix.  Kim enjoyed free access to her sisters’ condo in Phoenix where she could meet men in Phoenix.  Kim fabricated stories she was going to the condo to “get away and fast and pray.”  As Kim told me many times, “I have more privacy there.”  No one knew about her antics at the condo.  Every visit to the condo involved sexual intimacy with a man or woman.

Kim’s drug and alcohol addictions rapidly accelerated the five years in Prescott.  Kim was lonely and depressed in a small town. Kim’s sister in Prescott and brother in law were fully aware of Kim’s addictions.  Kim deposited large amounts of empty liquor bottles in the trash each week.  They did not love Kim enough to intervene and seek professional help for the addictions.

The Boys- Kim Johnson

From: kim johnson
Subject: Re: Re: thanks for the phone call
To: Dale
Date: Friday, March 17, 2006, 8:44 AM

Hi Dale, I’ll be in Arrowhead, off of 55th Ave. and Union Hills at my condo. My plans have actually changed and I will be in Phoenix Sat., Sun. and half a day Mon..  Cum and see me.  My cell no. again is: 512-470-XXXX Kim

dale wrote:

Kim – Sat might work, what part of town will you be in??? Dale

From: Kim Johnson
Date: 2006/03/16 Thu AM 11:31:31 PST
To: Dale
Subject: Re: Re: thanks for the phone call

Hi Dale, Hope you’re having a great day and you enjoyed your company last week. Attached are a few sexy pictures of me. I look much better without clothes as you will see when you cum and see me.   If you’re still interested in meeting, Sat. or Tues,/Wed., of next week would be great. Kim.

Kim – hope your trip is/was fun! I would appreciate it if you sent me a pic – I can’t remember what u look like. its been too long since i was on match. I could meet you when you get back to phoenix — what days/times would work best for you? dale

From: kim johnson
Subject: Re: thanks for the phone call
To: Dale
Date: Sunday, March 12, 2006, 9:30 AM

Hi Dale,  Got your email.  Just got back from Phoenix.  I usually don’t take my lap-top with me when I travel.  I really liked your profile, photo and talking to you on the phone.  I’ll be happy to email you a few sexy photos when I get back from Mexico. (I’m the blonde who was sitting at the piano.)  I’m going to be in Phoenix Friday for five days.  We can meet at my condo in Phoenix and you can have me for dessert.  When can we meet?  Kim

P.S.  Won’t be back to check my messages until Wed.

dale wrote:

Kim – let me know if you get this email. It was fun talking with you tonight – since I am off match would you be willing to send a few nude pics. I look forward to getting together soon! Enjoy San Diego!!! Dale (drquality7)

From: kim johnson
Subject: Re: Match.com Message: hello
To: Eager_2Try
Date: Thursday, March 16, 2006, 11:42 AM

Hi,  Yes I’m still interested.  I must be a spontaneous and adventurers woman because I have no picture of you and I don’t know much about you. However something is compelling me to move forward.  So, I will be in Phoenix Sat. thru Thurs. of next week.  How about cumming to see me at my condo in Peoria?  Kim

From: kim johnson
Subject: Re: Its Chuck from Match, Kim!
To: “Chuck”
Date: Friday, March 24, 2006, 3:00 PM

Dear Chuck,

Nice to hear from you.  I too will be driving back to Prescott Monday morning or afternoon.  I would love to meet you at either my place or the one you suggested Tues. or Wed.. I’m open so just let me know the time and day. Cant wait to see your hot body again and wake up with you next to me.  Im getting hot just thinking about it…Kim

Chuck wrote:

Hey Kim!

Thanks for your email back.  Hey lets carpool back to Prescott…ha ha.  I’m here Thursday to Monday and you are here Friday to Monday!  I’m going back up on Monday afternoon or evening.  I’d love to meet you for coffee at either the Hotel St Michael cafe there or the coffee next door to it on Montezuma.  How about Tuesday or Wednesday?  Yes, I’m thankful that God is taking care of me in my life and my 3 kids.  Even as my kids are in High School now, they are telling me that they are thankful to be Christians, and want to do what “God wants” and not what they want personally in life.  That is amazing!

Have a great weekend!  I’m working Thursday to Sunday night for APS….would rather be working on you!

Take care and God Bless,  Chuck

From: heavenly777@talkmatch.com
Sent: Mar 22, 2006 12:40 PM
To: chuck
Subject: Match.com Message:

Dear Chuck, You’re adorable! I admire your persistence in keeping a strong relationship with your children even though they live so far away. How exciting that your daughter is coming to AZ and going to a Christian college. That’s a huge, brave decision for her. When you believe and cast your cares on God He can orchestrate things for our good that we could never do ourselves. I love to watch Him work! So, handsome you live a lot like me. I’m in Phoenix every other week for two to three day stretches. This week I’m here in Prescott thru Thurs. , then in Phoenix Fri. to Mon at my condo., then back in Prescott. I would love to meet you at my condo and see what cums…. Kim

From: kim johnson
Subject:
To: “Chuck
Date: Wednesday, April 5, 2006, 8:07 AM

Dear Chuck,

Well heck our schedules seem to be clashing.  I’m leaving for another trip to San Diego and won’t be back until late Fri..  Then on the following Mon. I’ll be headed for Vegas for five days.  Will be here for the weekend and then to Phoenix for the week.  Chuck do you always have the schedule of working Fri. thru Mon. in Phoenix?  I can meet you at my condo again where we have more privacy and you can cum and see me again!  Your a great guy and I still want to do things with you.  I’m sure things will settle down and we’ll work something out for the future.  Take care,  Kim

From: kim johnson
Subject: mischievous
To: bob
Date: Monday, March 27, 2006, 8:21 PM

Dear Bob,

Not trying to ignore you, I’ve been in Phoenix all week and did not have my lap-top.  Anyway I’m very curious about that mischievous look you have about you in your photo.  You told me on the phone to have some questions ready to ask you.  I don’t like making someone feel like they’re on a job interview.  I’d rather just meet, relax and talk in person, but since you’re a long way away here goes:

1.  What one thing is a priority in life for you?

2.  What would you say are your three best qualities?

3.  What are you passionate about?

4, Describe a romantic evening with me?

5, What are your feelings about hot sex?

6.  What would you say to someone who told you to “take a hike” ?

Well that should keep you busy Bob.  As I’ve said before I’m not looking for someone to make me happy.  That’s my responsibility.  I’m not looking for some perfect soul-mate either.  I believe a relationship is to be developed over time with loving and lots of giving to each other.  A simple chemistry and of course some hot sex is a place to start.  Please use my email address for a response. (fashion@yahoo.com)  Look forward to hearing from you.  Kim

From: kim johnson
Subject: Living in Prescott
To: Dave V
Date: Monday, March 27, 2006, 7:52 PM

Dear Dave.

Thanks for the email.  You asked what brought me to the community of Prescott.  Well, you’re pretty intuitive to ask that question because I’m really from Texas.  In the fall of 2005 my mother was diagnosed with a very large brain tumor.  There was no one in my family that could see her through traveling, surgery, and after-care etc..  So, I  sold my business, luckily had sold my house a few years before and flew to S.D. to get her.  I brought her to the “Barrow Institute” in Phoenix for surgery and later to Prescott for after-care. My sister built a suite on one end of her house where I have been taking care of her.  She has miraculously recovered and now that my sister has a nanny for her children she can look in on her.  So, I am no longer a 24 hr. nurse.  Will I stay in Prescott?  Maybe, my children are grown and I can basically do anything I want.  So, that’s my story Dave.  What’s yours?  What’s a young, tall, handsome, fit, intelligent man doing in this retirement town?  Look forward to hearing from you.  Kim

From: kim johnson
Subject: Hello
To: Dan
Date: Monday, May 1, 2006, 6:05 PM

Dear Dan,

Does it feel like Spring yet in Wyoming?  You can cum down here and I will warm you up!  Warmer weather tends to motivate and invigorate me.  Sorry I haven’t written.  I travel a lot and don’t always take my lap-top with me.  I’m really only living in AZ temporarily taking care of my mother who had a brain tumor removed six months ago.  Praise God she has completely recovered.  I’m really from Texas.  Anyway, I just wanted to say hi.  Drop me a line when you have time.  You sure are a talented man.  I really love your art work.. Kim

O.K. A woman goes into a pet store… asks the shop owner for a bird that sings. The man excuses himself and remarks he’s got just the thing in the back room. After a short pause he returns with a small bird in his hand.  the woman was startled by what she saw…. and gasped ” why this bird only has one leg”. Without hesitation the shop owner replied ” look lady… do you want it sing or DANCE”!!!   hehehehehe

I LOVE that joke!! Yes you are properly informed! The younger gals are LOST IN SPACE!!! LOL

I have always been attracted to older women. You are very beautiful as well, and that is like icing on the cake!!  We have until Tuesday huh?? I can get together Monday or Tuesday! How about Applebees?? The 3 to 7 happy hour things is FUN!!!

Let me know if you can make it.  My Cell is:928- 899-XXXX.

Talk to you soon,  JIM

P.S. I am kind of irresistible!! hehehe

From: kim johnson
Subject: Re: Match.com Message: Have you had your daily dose of humor yet???
To: justjim40@talkmatch.com
Date: Monday, April 3, 2006, 3:00 PM

Dear Jim,

Thanks for the humor today.  Very funny!  Tuesday would be great for “Happy Hour”, at Applebees.  What time and is that the Applebees on Hwy. 69 between Prescott and Prescott Valley or is there another one in Dewey?  Kim

From: kim
Subject: Re: Self taken photo
To: “Terry S
Date: Wednesday, May 24, 2006, 6:56 PM

Dear Terry,

How’s the Denver bridge tournament going?  So you are not only handsome but also multi talented?  Sunday evening is fine at my condo in Peoria.  Monday would be OK too if it ends up working out for you better.  We will have dinner at Pointe South Mountain (by the Airport, www.pointesouthmtn.com,, my sister loves.  Cant wait till u cum in and see me again.

Jerry Seinfeld!  I want to go!!!  Kim

Terry S wrote:

Ms Kim,

I look forward to the receipt of your signature photo…:-)))

Travel plans aren’t finalized yet as I will be in DEN Tomorrow through Sunday for a national bridge tournament….I thought I would jump down to AZ on Sunday night or Monday a.m., visit you (regardless if you have your clothes on or off)

If convenient to you, how about dining Sunday eve? I have to be back in RAP for Jerry Seinfeld at the civic center on June 1…

Can’t wait to be with you again.

—– Original Message —–
From: “Kim”
To: “Terry S”
Sent: Tuesday, May 23, 2006 9:52 AM
Subject: Re: Self taken photo

Dear Terry,

What a pleasant surprise that you’ll be in AZ! I would love to have dinner with you at my condo. Other than me for dessert, what would you like me to cook for you? What days will you be in PHX?
Kim

P.S. Will email you a few nude photos this evening to warm you up!  You can cum and see me…

Terry S wrote:
Still awaiting your signature photo. You can’t e be as lovely as Larry described you…Are you? I have to be in Tucson this week. Could we have dinner in PHX before or after my travel?
—– Original Message —–
From: “Kim”
To: “Terry S”
Sent: Saturday, May 13, 2006 12:30 PM
Subject: Re: Self taken photo

Dear Terry,
Thank you for the wonderful time while I was in RAP.. It was a hot night and I am definitely glad to met you. You’re very handsome and I imagine you also have a genuine, good personality if you are a friend of Larry’s as I was very impressed with him. I did go to the Chophouse and crashed the private party. However after awhile I was directed to check out the Irish pub at the Radisson, which I did and found it to be quite amusing. I’m now in FL and will be back in Phoenix on Tuesday. If you ever cum to Phoenix please don’t hesitate to call me, and if I have to travel back to RAP to close on the house up there I will definitely call you for some hot love making in the ole home town. Kim

Terry S wrote:
Hi Kim,

First of all, I am a friend of Larry, the guy you sat next to on the SLC to RAP flight last week. Larry was to introduce us as he thought we would be copasetic in nature. Anyway, if you went to the Canyon Lake Chop House on Friday to meet Larry, you discovered a private party had commandeered the building. Alas we never met. Larry was kind enough to give me your calling card. I was going to have Larry introduce us by means of a phone call but he lacks temerity. His opinion of you was superb and knowing me thought we should meet as he thought we look like brother and sister…:-))))  I would like to buy you inner/lunch/coffee/cocktail. Please don’t consider me a ‘masher’, just a small town SD boy interested in meeting a pretty woman while she is in town…I have attached a photo taken by me (obviously a Pulitzer Prize candidate) a couple of years ago…I look the same….have all my hair and teeth…If you would like additional information, pls. advise…this is similar to match.com ???? Terry S

From: kim
Subject: Re: Hi
To: “Aaron
Date: Thursday, November 29, 2007, 12:26 PM

Hi Aaron,

Just noticed your email.  I’ve been busy since I got back from Texas & hadn’t checked my messages.  I did very much enjoy your company Sat. & appreciated the hospitality at your lovely home.  You were very much the gentleman that you promised & that was also appreciated, since I had just a little too much too drink and the sex was incredible at the end of the night on an empty stomach.  Anyway you appeared to me to be someone who “has it together “, is intelligent & genuine.  It would be fun to get to know each other better than the one hot night at my place.  Call me when you get some time and cum and see me….  Kim

Aaron wrote:

It was really great meeting you Kim and I had a wonderful time talking with you. I was very attentive to pretty much everything you had to share, sincerely. I was going to call you tonight but since it’s sunday decided against it. Anyhow, I hope you don’t mind the e-mail instead? It would certainly be a pleasure to see you again so I’ll definitely be calling you later this week and looking forward to making you moan again!  You are very loud.  Need to stick something in your mouth……  Aaron

From: JohnM
Subject: Hi Kim, this is John from the casino
To: Kim
Date: Saturday, May 17, 2008, 3:19 PM

Kim, I do hope this is your real address.. I would hate to never see you again. You are an incredible woman and very hot sex.  Love the sex in the elevator at the Casino!

Write me back if this gets to you. —J

From: Rodger B
Subject: I’mm gonna miss you
To: “Kim Johnson”
Date: Saturday, August 23, 2008, 12:52 PM

Kim,

Thought you might like to have these, maybe not. Since you don’t like to have memories. Anyhow, I’ll never forget you and the times we shared. You taught me a great many things Kim. For that I appreciate. Hard to believe I’m only as good as three simple words. Sorry I didn’t size up to what you wanted, I really did pray intensely to have these words you needed.
Since I was four years old I’ve been praying to God for one thing, I

believed it arrived when you walked into my life, oh what consequences we pay when we get ahead of God. I won’t be looking anymore, it’s been forty four years and I never seem to have gotten it right so I just quit. I don’t ever want to go through anymore heart aches. Maybe I should have approached you as a fuck buddy instead of looking for my lifetime lover. Oh well, it is what it is. I envy the man who will one day meet your request. I truly have loved you with a pure heart, motivated by my intentions to help fulfill your desires and dreams. I thought we were meant for each other, a gift from the thronroom. To spend the rest of lives growing, nurturing, loving, giving to us and to others. To be a light for others to see what it’s like to be happy together.

Try not to read this  as some pitiful message for hope, I’m just saying goodbye to a fantastic person whom I have cherished for a short time. Like you, I will soon lose the memory of my happies and hurts of this relationship. Day by day some part of you will be deleted. Phone numbers, voicemails, photo albums, hot sex, nightgowns, panties, notes of love, candles, perfume in my sheets and pictures of your memory. I too, can not hang on to trigger mechanisms, they must go.

For some reason or another I wasn’t able to download these photos from my personal email rodger@gmail.com so I’m sending this from scorp@live.com our company email. I requested Rusty to resign yesterday, that kinda hurt. I guess I cared enough to have found your card. It was in my stack of keepsakes. Enough said on small talk.  Never to be shared by another. xoxo
Rodger

From: 4803538XXX@VTEXT.COM
Subject: Kim! You left your phone
To: Kim
Date: Sunday, December 21, 2008, 10:02 AM

Kim! You left your phone and purse in the room – how do I get them to you?

****Keep Checking!  Dozens more actual emails and text messages to write in the Chapter.  This could be an entire book on its own!!!

 

Kim Johnson Sold Business

Kim Johnson DUI Red Eyes

Kim Johnson fabricated her entire life story.  Kim communicated she had a prosperous business selling vintage clothing in Houston and Austin, Texas.  Kim and Peter, her first husband, filed for bankruptcy in 1996 just before their divorce in 1997.  Kim failed to pay creditors and had numerous court proceedings she never appeared.  Kim conveyed she sold the business for “a large sum of money” and was interdependently wealthy and could live anywhere.

Kim Johnson DUI Arrest III

Kim began an extramarital affair with Bill in 1991.  Kim met Bill in March 1991 at the Red River Dance Hall in Tomball. Bill was taller and stockier.  Bill owned a vintage clothing business, The Jean Collectors/The Vintage Jean Collectors.  Bill was divorced twice when he met Kim.  Bill divorced his second wife on June 11, 1991. Bill was only married six years and began to have problems with second wife. Bill married his first wife, March 20, 1980 and they were divorced, August 3, 1984.  Red Alert KIM!  Each marriage was less then five years for Bill!!

Bill was two years older then Kim.  Kim desired a younger man.  Bill put the full court pressure on Kim and spent a great deal of money on her and Kim was in heaven.  Bill was recently divorced and desired to party.  Kim loved to party and the two were made for each other.  And reality began to sink in for Kim.

Kim quickly learned Bill had addictions.  Bill was arrested on Kim’s birthday, June 17, 1991.  Bills second divorce was final on June 11th.  They were celebrating Kim’s birthday and both had a great deal to drink.  Bill was driving the car and arrested for DUI and evading arrest.  Bill was in jail and Kim had to post bond, run the household and the vintage clothing business.  Bill was released from jail and fined $1,000 and placed on probation for two years and had his Texas drivers license suspended for one year.  Kim was now required to complete all the driving for the family.

Bill suffered from a back and leg injury and was addicted to prescription pain killers and alcohol.  Kim and Bill began to bar/club hop in Houston.  Kim thrived on the excitement and stimulation.  She loved being a mother but wanted excitement in her life and to travel and party.  Kim and Bill consumed 2-3 beer per night and considerably more on the weekends. They were each consuming a six pack of beer every two days and considerably more on the weekends at the clubs.

Kim and Bill did not attend church with the kids.  Kim and Bill read their Bible and that was sufficient for Kim.  Kim despised organized religion.  She and her siblings were required to attend Catholic Schools in Aberdeen.  Kim despised the Catholic Church.

Bills addictions escalated.  Bill and Kim were celebrating Memorial Day, Saturday, May 30, 1993 at the local bars.  Bill was driving the vehicle on a suspended Texas drivers license.  His one year suspension was approaching, June 22, 1993.  Bill was in jail again.  Kim posted the bond and Bill plead guilty and was fined $200 and placed on probation until September 19, 1995.  2nd Red Flag Kim!!

Bill was arrested again on November 22, 1993 for assaulting his ex-wife. Bill was in jail once again.  Bill was fined $300 and placed on additional probation.  3rd Red Flag Kim!!

The vintage clothing business was doing well.  Kim did not like to work and worked as little as she was required.  Bill and Kim continued the bar/club scene and drank every day.  Bill was having pain from the injuries and self medicating with alcohol while taking prescription pain killers. Kim became addicted to alcohol and pain killers for her back and neck pain from the breast augmentation in 1995.

Kim was tired of working in the vintage clothing business and wanted out.  Kim was stressed from the work and was at the verge of a mental collapse.

Kim and her sister traveled to Japan in 1994 and each spent over $10,000 seeking to expand the vintage clothing business to overseas customers.  The trip was a total waste of money and no business was developed from the trip.  Bill already had buyers in place that could service Japan, Korea, Hong Kong.

Kim and Bill filed Articles of Incorporation with the Secretary of State of Texas on Jan 30, 1996 in the name of Denim Edge, Inc.  The registered agent listed Kim Ann Tilston and one director, Kim Ann Tilston.  Kim’s legal name is Kim Anne.  One of her many alias. Kim was separated from Peter in 1991 and living with Bill in 1991 in Houston.  Kim was legally divorced on September 8, 1997.  Kim and Bill were married October 29, 1998 by Pastor Bryan Donahoo at Graceview Baptist Church in Tomball, Texas.

Denim Edge, Inc. forfeited it charter to do business in Texas on October 13, 1999 for failure to pay franchise tax to the Texas Comptroller of Public Accounts.  Kim filed a franchise report on November 11, 2002 for Denim Edge, Inc. utilizing their home address in Austin, Texas.  The corporation was dissolved in 1999.

On May 23, 2003, Kim and Bill filed Articles of Incorporation for Austin Vintage, Inc.  The registered agent listed Kim Shults and William Shults as director with a warehouse in Houston, Texas.  The Texas Secretary of State revoked the charter on May 27, 2005 for failure to pay franchise tax again.  Denim Edge/Austin Vintage owe the State of Texas $27,000 in franchise tax never paid.

Kim told Bill to sell the business and they sold a very profitable business for $ 15,000. They left Austin August 2, 2004 for Ashland, Kentucky.  Kim’s brother suggested they go into business together in Ashland. Kim and Bill resided in a house owned by Kim’s brother in Ashland.  Kim paid her brother a small amount for rent.  The opportunity never developed and Kim was bored in a small town with no friends.  Kim required constant stimulation as Sociopaths demand.

Kim applied for a Federal Student Loan in the amount of $12,000 in May of 2004.  She communicated the money was for her sons college education.  Kim did not share with Bill she had obtained the loan.  We do not know how the money was utilized. Kim’s daughter was attending Austin Community College and her son was attending the University of Texas at the time. He never graduated from UT.  He won a little money playing professional poker and he perused that as a career.

Kim’s brother in law in Prescott, Arizona, suggested they move to Phoenix and Bill could work for him developing marketing for his real estate company. Kim would not be required to work and relieve the stress in her life. Kim embraced not having to work.  The arrangement was to provide housing for six months until Kim and Bill were self sufficient.  Kim and Bill flew from Columbus, Ohio to Phoenix, Arizona, and drove to Prescott in mid May 2005 to work out the details.  Nothing was communicated in writing.  The opportunity never developed.

Kim desired to be a housewife, travel and party. Kim worked part time from 1975-1978 until her daughter was born.  Kim did not work until she met Bill in 1991.  Kim worked with Bill at the vintage clothing business in Houston and Austin 1991-2004.  Kim did not work from 2004 until her death in 2011.  The parasitic lifestyle of a Sociopath.

Kim received $10,000 from her sister in Prescott for her 50th birthday, June 17, 2005.  Kim and Bill departed Ashland, Kentucky on June 20, 2005 for Phoenix.  They stayed in Houston for two weeks and stopped in Austin for the Fourth of July to visit Kim’s kids.  Kim had an appointment with Dr. George Brown at Austin Cancer Centers on July 5, 2005.

Kim and Bill sold the boat in Austin for $12,000 in July 2005.  Kim concealed the money in a separate bank account.  The identical behavior of concealing bank accounts from the State of Texas Medicaid and Social Security Disability benefits.

Kim Johnson House Ashland, KY

Kim lived in her own fantasy world.  Sociopaths are incapable to telling the truth.  Sociopaths are characterized by an absence of empathy and poor impulse control, with a total lack of conscience.  They tend to be egocentric, callous, manipulative, deceptive, superficial, irresponsible and parasitic, even predatory.

Kim sends one of her sexual partners the following email in 2006:

From: kim johnson
Subject: Living in Prescott
To: loverboy67
Date: Monday, March 27, 2006, 7:52 PM

Dear Dave.

Thanks for the email.  You asked what brought me to the community of Prescott.  Well, you’re pretty intuitive to ask that question because I’m really from Texas.  In the fall of 2005 my mother was diagnosed with a very large brain tumor.  There was no one in my family that could see her through traveling, surgery, and after-care etc..  So, I sold my business, luckily had sold my house a few years before and flew to S.D. to get her.  I brought her to the “Barrow Institute” in Phoenix for surgery and later to Prescott for after-care. My sister built a suite on one end of her house where I have been taking care of her.  She has miraculously recovered and now that my sister has a nanny for her children she can look in on her.  So, I am no longer a 24 hr. nurse.  Will I stay in Prescott?  Maybe, my children are grown and I can basically do anything I want.  So, that’s my story Dave.  What’s yours?  What’s a young, tall, handsome, fit, intelligent man doing in this retirement town?  Look forward to hearing from you.

Kim

Kim was NOT from Texas.  Kim was born and raised in Aberdeen, South Dakota.

Kim did sell her business but not for the price she communicated.

Kim’s mother expired a few months after this email.  Kim and her sister told their mother their father was having an affair while she was in the hospital for cancer treatment.  Kim’s mother was heartbroken and expired within a few weeks of the tattle tale daughter’s news.  Kim’s father refused to speak with either daughter for years.  Kim knew she was dying and occasionally communicated with her dad.  Her dad does not communicate with Kim’s sister.

Kim’s kids had no relationship with Kim’s parents.  They rarely communicated.  Kim’s kids adapted behaviors of Kim’s Sociopathic mental disorder.  People are not important.

From: Rodger
Subject: I’mm gonna miss you
To: “Kim Johnson”
Date: Saturday, August 23, 2008, 12:52 PM

Thought you might like to have these pictures, maybe not. Since you don’t like to have memories. Anyhow, I’ll never forget you and the times we shared. You taught me a great many things Kim. For that I appreciate. Hard to believe I’m only as good as three simple words. Sorry I didn’t size up to what you wanted, I really did pray intensely to have these words you needed.

I don’t ever want to go through anymore heart aches. Maybe I should have approached you as a fuck buddy instead of looking for my lifetime lover. Oh well, it is what it is.

Like you, I will soon lose the memory of my happies and hurts of this relationship. Day by day some part of you will be deleted. Phone numbers, voicemails, photo albums, nightgowns, the hot sex, panties, notes of love, candles, perfume in my sheets and pictures of your memory. I too, can not hang on to trigger mechanisms, they must go.

Kim did not own a camera.  Kim had NO pictures of her family or kids in her house or purse. The first night we met I displayed my family pictures to Kim.  Kim had NO family pictures in her purse of her kids or family.  I do not know of one parent that does not carry a picture of their kids until I met Kimmie.

People are NOT important to Sociopaths.  People are objects to be used and manipulated.

Kim Johnson Gourmet Cook

Kim Johnson Gourmet Cook

Kim Johnson was a tremendous gourmet cook.  Kim invested hours into the preparation of each meal, even breakfast.  All of Kim’s masterpieces’ were meticulous in quality and presentation.

Kim’s passions was gourmet cooking.  Kim cooked for her family and friends and poured her heart into each meticulous ingredient and plating.

Kim purchased the best ingredients from Farmers Markets, Whole Foods, Trader Joes, and Central Market.  Nothing was purchased in a can or box.  Every ingredient was meticulously chosen.

Kim lived and promoted a healthy lifestyle and educated others on the importance of eating fresh fruits, vegetables, and whole grains.

Here are some of Kim’s masterpieces’:  Bon Appetit!

Kim Johnson Culinary Talents

Kim Johnson Isolation Religion

“I’m a self taught Bible Christian.  I don’t even go to a religious denominational Church.”

Kim Johnson, Prescott Police, July 17, 2009

Kim Johnson Prescott AZ Police

Kim Johnson worshiped alcohol and prescription pain medicine.  Kim craved alcohol more than anything else in her life.  The alcohol consumed Kim’s life.  Kim’s entire adult life centered on alcohol and she planned all her life events around alcohol.  Her time and resources were spent at bars, night clubs, casinos, and vineyards.

Kim vacillated with the wind.  Kim experimented with palm reading, black magic, cults, and astrology.  Kim summed it up when she communicated to Dennis:  “As far as Gemini?  I’ve always felt that a man is truly blessed to be with a Gemini as he can continuously live with the fantasy of having more than one woman!!!”   Kim was two different women.

None of us knew Kim Johnson.  Kim did not know Kim.  What ever impulse came upon her deprived mind she acted on.  When Kim was around family members and her Kids, Kim exhibited a superficial personality.  Kim’s public demeanor was a desperate and lonely life entangled in drugs, alcohol and sex.

Kim and Bill did not attend Church.  They occasionally read the Bible together when they were not at the bars/clubs in Houston and Austin.

Kim eliminated calling the prayer lines for healing and ministries in the summer of 2010.  Kim was a freighted, lonely woman dying of cancer.

Jesus plus anything is a cult.  The Bible plus anything is a cult. Kim was desperate for healing her final months of life on earth.  Kim was led down the path of destruction by very liberal theology at Hospice Austin to the Christian Science cult.

Kim was desperate for healing and mislead in her final months of life by a liberal Chaplin at Hospice Austin, Peggy Stoll.  Kim was deceived and lead to the Christian Science cult for healing.  Only the blood of Jesus could heal Kimmie.  Kim was a member of the Christian Science at that time of her death.

God knew Kim would reject Him and tried many times to save her.  Only Kim could save Kim.  The enemy consumed her adult life with self destruction, selfishness, sex, stubbornness and no self worth.   The need to be wanted is the highest need we have.  God provided Kim six additional years to repent and turn to Him.  We only have Grace for ourselves not anyone else.

If God judged Kimmie’s heart, she had a chance of eternal salvation.  If God judged Kimmie’s deprived mind and actions/inactions, she had no chance.  Please add Kimmie’s kids to your daily prayer list.  They do not know Jesus and are under Kimmie’s curse.  A curse on him who is lax in doing the Lords work.  Jeremiah 48:10.

The why is the enemy consumed Kimmie’s thoughts and actions at a young age. Kim was raised Catholic and the Catholics do not read or study the Bible. Kim despised the Catholic Church and devised her own form of religion. Kim did not surround herself with Godly men and women or attend church to obtain Godly wisdom, discernment, shepherding and correction.

Kim did not attend church until we met.  We began to attend church.  We enrolled Kim in Sunday School Class and attended a Wednesday night Bible Study in Austin at Grace Covenant Church.  We would always arrive late as Kim did not know any of the songs and felt very uncomfortable praising God in music and song.

Kim never made a public profession of faith and baptized as an adult.  Whoever acknowledges me before men, I will also acknowledge him before my Father in heaven. Matthew 10:32.  We attempted many times to have hands laid on Kim and anointed with oil. Kim never realized the power of the Holy Spirit and to be baptized in the Holy Spirit and the freedom from bondage she could have enjoyed.

We attended services with T.D. Jakes, Andy Stanley, Charles Stanley, Rick Warren, John Hagee, Mark Driscoll, Ed Young Sr, Ed Young Jr., Bill Hybels, Jack Graham, John MacArthur and Robert Schuller.  My fondest memories are holding her hand at worship services and praising God together.

The two compelling religion comments from Kimmie; she fabricated sexual stories for the Priests for confession because she had no sin in her life and wanted to shock them.  The second was,  if Kim died of cancer, Jesus died in vain.

Kim allowed the enemy to convince her she was worthless and no one loved her.  John 10:10 says the thief (Satan) comes only to steal and kill and destroy. Kim allowed the enemy to enter her adult life and consume her mind and actions.  In Kimmie’s final months, she was deceived by liberal theology at Hospice Austin who turned Kim to the Christian Science cult for healing.  We worship a jealous God.  Exodus 20:4-5 says for I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God.  Only the blood of Jesus could heal Kim.

Satan reads the Bible.  He is a fallen angel.  He will use a little truth and lead many people down the path of self destruction.  Satan deceived Kim and many into thinking they are saved. Kim had enormous God given talent, never utilized for the Kingdom of God.

Religious isolation does not lead to happiness. Nor does it foster a desire to serve others or make one a more “spiritual” person. It is only when individuals stretch themselves and reach out to others, allowing their lives to become influenced by those who are different from themselves that they grow and thus become happier, more inclined to serve others, and more spiritually committed.

If everyone practiced religious isolation, as Kim Johnson, the church would be destroyed.  No one would attend church.  We would all sit at home and watch pastors, ministers, priests on TV.  There would be no fellowship with other Christians.  Very few would come to the knowledge and love of God.  Church ministers would be non existent because no one is serving and spreading the Word of God.

Kim Johnson Final Chapter

“Brion, No one understands me like you do and I am so blessed and thankful I have you in my life.  Your the best thing to ever happen to me and I will always be their for you. “  Kim Johnson  September 20, 2010

“Brion, Wish I would have had a father like you.”  Kim Johnson, June 20, 2010 Fathers Day

Kim Johnson Cancer Seton NW Hospital Austin, Texas 2010

Kim Johnson died in the drought of her life and the worst drought in Austin, Texas recorded history.  When a drought enters your life, you need to immediately seek the provider of rain.  The one who commands the heavens and the stars.

Without the rain there is drought.  After the rain there is beauty and growth.  When God sends rain we know he follows it with the blessings of growth, beauty, and His glory.  Have you ever felt drought conditions in your spiritual life?  Maybe you are having one now?  A spiritual drought.  We must give before we can receive.  It is in Giving to others that we are able to receive the blessings of God.  Is it possible God is allowing some rain in your life, maybe a torrential downpour to help you out of your spiritual drought?  Maybe you think the rain is just more drought…..Are the problems in your life driving you away from God or drawing you closer to God?

Not a day passes we do not reflect on the incredible woman Kim Johnson was.  Kim did not desire to work.  Kim’s heart was to be a stay at home mom, cook and take care of her family.  Kim was a tremendous mother, raising two kids on her own.  Kim was an incredible gourmet cook.

Kim loved four people in her life.  She loved her brother Wayne, her son, her daughter and me.  Kim forgave her father for the abuse of the family and her life.  Kim rarely communicated with her dad over the years.  She desired to forget the past and the pain.  Kim did not display a picture of her family in her home or carry a picture in her wallet.

Kim was starved for love and attention her entire life.  Kim never received love from her parents, brothers and sisters or children.  Her two failed marriages were abusive and involved drugs and alcohol.  Kim’s only desire was to be a loving wife and mother.

Kim and I spent thousands of sensational hours together, laughing, crying, praying, traveling, bible study, and ministry.  I did not receive one thank you or acknowledgement from the Johnson family for the love and attention for Kimmie.  A deeply troubled family.

God made each of us unique in talents and abilities.  I always fight for the underdog.  My entire life I have been told I could not excel at passions in my life.

The vast majority of believers that call themselves “Christians” would have dumped Kimmie.  Kimmie did not fit into your “lifestyle.”  Kim was a drunk, on drugs and spent her time at the bars and elicit sex.  I saw an incredibly God gifted woman who was deeply wounded and desperate for love and attention.  I am blessed to have provided that for her the final two years of her life.  Some people never experience what Kim and I experienced their entire lives.  What a tragedy.  A true agape love for each other.  We would lay down our lives for each other.

I made the appointment to have her MRI, knowing we would discover sclerosis of the liver from the alcohol abuse.  The second my eyes fixed on the MRI study I felt sick to my stomach.  I can read an x-ray.  It was one of the lowest days of my Christian walk.  We prayed and cried together for hours.  Instead of dwelling on the negative, we went to a movie and to the Prescott City Park. kissing under every tree in the park.  There are 167 trees in the park.  We stayed up all night and watched the sun rise together.

Kimmie called me in the middle of the night, crying like a baby just to hear my voice.  She called me when she was in excruciating pain from the bone cancer and I cancelled my plans to rush to comfort and love her.  You have no idea the immense pain and suffering of a woman with Stage 4 breast, brain, bone, lung and liver cancer.  The cancer was so intense at times I had to comprise a way to make her laugh and comfort her for hours in my arms while she screamed in excruciating pain.

She had a right lung pleural effusion.  Kim had diffuse skeletal metastasis in the spine, ribs, clavicle, manubrium, sternum and both scapula.  There were multiple metastatic lesions in the liver from the alcohol abuse.  Kim had no one except me in her life.  What would Jesus do for Kim?  He would have stayed with her.  Loved her.  Prayed with her.  Correct her in a loving way.  I was her Golden Retriever.  Loyal, faithful, trustworthy, loving, caring, nurturing.  Nothing special about me.  It was all about showing her the love of God.

We knew she only had a few days left on earth.  The most difficult decision in my life was letting her go to her kids the last days.  The Holy Spirit spoke to me and said it is time to let her go.  I have yet to fully let her go.  Each love takes a piece of your heart.  Kimmie took a large portion of my heart with her.

We experienced the excruciating pain and suffering for weeks at a time.  24 hours per day.  Days when Kimmie could not even get out of bed, the pain was so severe.  I carried her to the bathroom and drew a bath with candles for her.  Just for a few minutes, her mind was distracted from the intense pain.  I cleaned the house because she was too weak.  I paid her bills and took her shopping and on trips. Why?  Because that is what Jesus would have done.

The entire 33 years of ministry, Jesus dedicated His ministry to the widow, the poor, the sick and the needy.  Our family tradition is to spend Easter, Thanksgiving and Christmas working at a homeless shelter feeding the needy and poor.  Kim and I prepared hundreds of meals and delivered them to homeless people living under the highways in Austin.  We drove them to have a hot meal and share the free gift of eternal life.

God placed Kimmie and me together for a His divine plan.  Perhaps to provide a deeply wounded woman love and affection she never received.  Perhaps to show me addictions, cancer and death.  We never know.  I am eternally grateful God placed Kimmie in my life.

Kim was broke, the sex was gone, the parties, her looks and her health continued to deteriorate.  Kim had a DUI conviction and all her Prescott friends terminated their relationship with Kim.  All but one, our dear friend Peggy.  Peggy stuck with Kim as a true friend.  The creditors were after Kim for tens of thousands of dollars.  Kim knew she was dying and ceased paying her financial obligations in January 2010.

The alcohol and drug abuse continued.  The cancer spread to her brain, breast, lung, liver, and bones.  She had a right lung pleural effusion.  Kim had diffuse skeletal metastasis in the spine, ribs, clavicle, manubrium, sternum and both scapula.  There were multiple metastatic lesions in the liver from the alcohol abuse.  Kim was dying and she knew it.

We moved Kimmie to Austin, Texas on April 1, 2010 from Prescott, Arizona.  Kim’s sister and husband refused to speak with her and commanded Kimmie to depart their house. Kim was disrupting their marriage and family.  Kim lived in her sister’s house November  2005 to March 2010 rent free.  Kim never contributed a dime for rent, heat, lights, cable, internet or any household overhead.  The parasitic lifestyle of a Sociopath.

Kim squandered the money her sister provided.  Kim’s sister gave her $10,000 for Kim’s birthday, June 17, 2005.  Kim and Bill sold the boat in Austin in July 2005 for $12,000 and never paid the lien on the boat.  They purchased the boat in July of 2002 and only utilized the boat two years.

Kim’s sister provided the support in love. Kim made the wrong life choices.  No one forced Kim to consume alcohol or take prescription pain killers. No one forced Kim to drive an automobile with BAC of .122.  No one forced Kim to have elicit sex with dozens of men.

Kim’s sister provided Kim $ 10,000 for her birthday on June 17, 2005.  $60,000 from the sale of a house in Phoenix, Arizona in 2006.  Kim’s sister paid her DUI attorney in July 2009 for $5,000.  Kim had money and time and did not work.

Kim despised taking care of her sisters kids.  The kids were not disciplined and were allowed to do what ever they desired.  Kim was fraudulently paid to watch the kids at night when Kim was at the bars in Prescott and traveling to see her sexual partners.

Kim’s son moved to Austin with her in April of 2010 from Las Vegas.  Kim had her daughter and son in Austin.  They spent very little time with Kim her last year of life.  Kim’s kids did not take Kim on one trip or excursion outside of Austin.  They occasionally took her to view a movie or out to dinner.  Neither of Kim’s kids worked.  Kim’s son occasionally took Kim to the golf course and Kim drove the golf cart.  Kim’s daughter met Kim at the local Farmers Market.  Time then can never get back.

Kims daugher wrote on her Twitter post:  It wouldn’t hurt us to be humane to living things while they are alive.  She should practice what she preaches.  She spent very little time with her mother.

Kim wrote me this email on October 6, 2010 at 12:00 AM:

Very nice pictures.  Thank you.  I am trying to check my email daily but don’t like doing it.  It seems Satan knows how to keep one busy in the high tech world.  Always numerous emails to answer.  Letters to write to relatives thanking them for their prayers.  Gayle. Kathy and Michelle always wanting to communicate.  Personal business, banking, ins. issues.  Cooking, cleaning.  I could go on & on.  I don’t even see my kids that much.  Sorry but I’m feeling a bit frustrated.

I thank you so much for the goodie box.  Very sweet of you.  I will read the book, and study the CD’s. and make victory notes.  I knew I left the bible and sunglasses  in the rental and you would find them.  Thank you for mailing them to me.  I have been using my back-up bible.  I’ve been checking the mail.  Thanks so much for the cards.  I’ve made it a point to go back to every card you’ve ever written me, re-read it, study, and look-up again every scripture.  It has made me appreciate all over again the time and effort you have put into the cards.  Thank you so much. I am getting a lot out of looking up the scriptures again and I know there is a special anointing on studying them because they came from your work, and time spent in the bible.

Thank you again.  I do think of you and pray for you every day.   I will give you my B-D ideas in a few days.  You can choose.  We will celebrate and walk in the Lord’s favor and blblessingsogether.

I love you,

Kimmie

Normal behavior would be to spend as much time as possible with a mother dying of cancer.  Kim devoted thousands of hours to her mother in love before she expired in 2006.  Kim’s kids should have followed Kim’s example.

Kim confided her son was gay and did not obtain his degree from the University of Texas.  She had known about his sexual preference for years.  Kim and Bill discovered gay pornography on the computer in Houston.  Kim’s son did not date any women the two years we were together.  Kim was disappointed but loved him.  Kim knew at Daryl’s wedding, August of 2010, this would be her last attendance at a wedding.  We cried together and are grateful for the memories.  Kim met my entire family at the wedding.

My family loved Kim and embraced her as a member of the family.  They sent her birthday and Christmas presents.  They prayed each day for Kim.

Kim was placed on Hospice Austin in May of 2010.  We highly recommend Hospice care for anyone with a terminal illness.  The Hospice Austin staff and physicians were very professional and we are eternally grateful for their care for Kimmie the last year of her life.  Hospice Austin visited Kimmie each week and maintained her prescriptions, oxygen and Medicaid billing.

Kim had three blood transfusions her last year of life in Austin at Seton NW Hospital.  Kim’s hemoglobin had dropped to 6.  The cancer was destroying her red blood cells.  The normal hemoglobin range for a woman is 12-16.  Fatigue is a common symptom of low hemoglobin and Kim had no energy.  Kim began to breathe out of her mouth for oxygen.  Hospice Austin arranged for an oxygen concentrator in the home.  Kim received three pints of blood in January 2011 and we knew she had little time left.

Kim was consuming large quantities of pain and antidepressants from Hospice Austin.  They also prescribed a steroid to remove the fluid on her lungs.  The steroid allowed for water retention and Kim’s face swelled.  Kim’s beauty rapidly depleted.  The steroids also increased Kim’s appetite and she gained 30 pounds.  One night, Kim consumed eight cookies in a two hour time frame.  Kim never ate sweets.  Kim could no longer fit in her clothes and we purchased jeans she could wear.

Kim acquired hospital pneumonia and was placed in Christopher House in Austin in February 2011.  Kim was terminal and we are grateful for the care at Christopher House.  Kim was discharged from Christopher House after a month stay and placed in Senior Care of Onion Creek in March 2011.  Kim was on a morphine drip for the excruciating pain.  Kim knew she only had days remaining.

The Johnson family abandoned Kim her entire life.  Kim’s sister did not communicate with Kim the last year of her life.  During her last days, family members rushed to Kim as if they were her best friend.  The family did not even publish an obituary for Kimmie.

Kim spent her last birthday, Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Years with me.  They are very special memories.  We cut our first Christmas tree together and decorated it together at the house.  We attended a New Years party on January 1, 2011 and she told me “this will be our best year ever.”  Kim always had a positive outlook on life.

I arranged for Kim to take cooking classes at Whole Foods in Austin for Thanksgiving.  Kim possessed incredible culinary talents.  Kim was very sick and like a trooper attended the classes without a whimper.  Kim never complained about anything.  Kim had the entire Thanksgiving meal prepared and ready.  Kim’s daughter calls the day before Thanksgiving and informs Kim she is not coming to the house for Thanksgiving.  Instead, we are having Thanksgiving at the Four Seasons in Austin.  Kim was devastated.  One of the only times I witnessed Kim cry and show anger.  Kim had invested a great deal of time and energy into the meal.  This was a woman dying of cancer and her daughter humiliated her and disrespected her.

I sang this song to Kimmie numerous times during our wonderful two years together.  It conveys the deep love I had for her.  I cry every time I hear it as this was our song.

“Bless The Broken Road”
I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn’t see how every sign pointed straight to you

[Chorus:]
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I’d like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You’ve been there you understand
It’s all part of a grander plan that is coming true

[Chorus]
Now I’m just rolling home
Into my lover’s arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.

Our scripture verse was Colossians 3:2: Keep your mind on things above, not on things of this earth.

We placed Kimmie on over 12,000 church websites for prayer.  We established “Kards For Kimmie” and had hundreds of cards and letters sent to Kimmie the final days of life.

Church members called and wrote to Kimmie.  Kim would not return their phone calls or letters.  Part of the dying process is to become more and more isolated.  The nursing home ladies in Prescott called Kimmie and she did not return their phone calls.  Kim’s little sister in Prescott called and sent her text.  Kim did not return her calls or text messages.

Gayle called Kim numerous times from the nursing home in Prescott.  Kim called Gayle in March of 2011at 2am in the morning crying and asked if Gayle loved her.  Kim informed Gayle she was home and doing well.  Kim was in Senior Care at Onion Creek in a nursing home dying of cancer.  Kim could not tell the truth right up until her death.

Kim was desperate for healing and deceived her final months of life by a liberal Chaplin at Hospice Austin, Peggy Stoll. Kim was misled to the Christian Science cult for healing.  Kim was a member of the Christian Science at that time of her death.

7Dear children, do not let anyone lead you astray. He who does what is right is righteous, just as he is righteous. 8He who does what is sinful is of the devil, because the devil has been sinning from the beginning. I John 3:7.

Do not cause anyone to stumble.  1` Corinthians 10:32

The coming of the lawless one will be n accordance with the work of Satan displayed in all kinds of counterfeit miracles, signs and wonders, and in every sort of evil that deceives those who are perishing.  They perish barbecue they refused to love the truth and so be saved.  2 Thessalonians 2:9-10

Kimmie departed this earth on Sunday, May 22, 2011 at Senior Care of Onion Creek in Austin, Texas.  The official death was listed as Monday, May 23, 2011.  The Holy Spirit spoke to me the second Kim expired.  I broke down and cried like a baby for hours.

Prior to Kim’s death, Kim’s brother Wayne flew to Austin and arranged for a Catholic priest to administer the Sacrament of Reconciliation, the Sacrament of the Holy Eucharist and Last Rites.  Wayne and Kim’s father are the only practicing Catholic remaining in the family.  Kim despised the Catholic Church.  Only Wayne and Kim’s father attend church.

I wanted to call Kimmie today to say I love you, but her old number is no longer in service. I tried the operator she said ‘sorry i have no number for Kimmie’. I tried to go to the house, but you don’t live there anymore. The post office has no forwarding address. I guess heaven is just too far away? I Love You, I Miss You. Kimmie is in my heart always and forever.
This world lost an incredible human being, mother, sister, daughter, woman and lady.  Kim had enormous God given talents and abilities.  Kimmie I love you!!! I cant wait to see you in heaven and spend eternity together praising God.

Emotionally Healthy Spirituality

We are all a product of our environment. We can only grow our Christian walk if we are doers of the Word.  Gods word is active and should be active in our daily lives.

James 3:8 But no human being can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison. Matthew 12:36-37 I tell you, on the day of judgment people will give account for every careless word they speak, for by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.”  Proverbs 21:23 Whoever keeps his mouth and his tongue keeps himself out of trouble.  Proverbs 18:21 Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruits.  Proverbs 12:18 There is one whose rash words are like sword thrusts, but the tongue of the wise brings healing.  James 1:26 If anyone thinks he is religious and does not bridle his tongue but deceives his heart; this person’s religion is worthless.  Ephesians 4:29 Let no corrupting talk come out of your mouths, but only such as is good for building up, as fits the occasion, that it may give grace to those who hear.

We all are wounded.  We are all sinner and fall extremely short of the only man than did not sin.  As we grow older, we all have quarks and personality traits that make us unique.  We should encourage and pray for each other.

 

How many of us have a fear of being known by God? We are afraid to let Him in on our deep, dark secrets. God knows every thought, word and deed.  There is something super natural that occurs when we open ourselves up and honest with The Father (and with ourselves).

Psalm 139: 1-3

You have searched me, LORD,
and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you, LORD, know it completely.
5 You hem me in behind and before,
and you lay your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.

Psalm 139: 23-24

23 Search me, God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.

There’s nothing wrong with us being emotionally immature – so long as we don’t stay there.  God wants to heal and restore our soul, because the more our inner soul prospers the more our outer life will prosper.  We spend more time trying to fix those things others can see instead of fixing those things others can’t see.  We sweep things under the carpet. God wants to expose those hidden things in our hearts so He can heal them.  He wants to heal our hearts and souls – and we need to be transformed from the inside out.

3 John 2 A healthy soul means a healthy life.  “Dear friend, I pray that you may enjoy good health and that all may go well with you, even as your soul is getting along well.”

“When you become bigger on the inside than the circumstances on the outside, eventually the blessing of God will effect and change the problems on the outside.” – John Maxwell

Only as we honestly deal with the sin on the inside will we truly integrate what we say we believe about God with how we really love.  When Jesus heals our hearts, it will reflect on the outside.

One of the characteristics of emotionally healthy spirituality is the ability to become “comfortable in your own skin” as you learn to see yourself and accept yourself the way God sees and accepts you. A healthy person is effectively aware of both faults and favor and in that awareness receives from God the ability to walk in wholeness.

If you look at others and think to yourself, “If only I were like so-and-so,” that is sin.  God did not create us to be like someone else.  God made all of us a unique person on purpose. We all have warts and wrinkles – and that’s OK. God is OK with you, so you need to be OK with you.

There are three keys to knowing yourself so you can know God

  1. Differentiating between your true and false self. Many times we live according to what we think others expect from us instead of who we are.
  2. Honestly facing and admitting your true self before God both the favor and the flaws. We all sometimes get it right and sometimes get it wrong. We all have great strengths – and also weaknesses. We need to be honest with ourselves, take stock and allow God to heal the part which needs to be healed.
  3. Surrendering negative emotions to God in a way that allows us to be filled with the fruit of the Holy Spirit. This is something we ALL need to practice. Learning how to release negative emotions is a process that takes time. Sometimes something has to go so something new can come in. Think about getting new carpet in your house. You have to get rid of the old carpet first. Ephesians 4:20-27.

20 You, however, did not come to know Christ that way. 21 Surely you heard of him and were taught in him in accordance with the truth that is in Jesus. 22 You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; 23 to be made new in the attitude of your minds; 24 and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness. 25 Therefore each of you must put off falsehood and speak truthfully to his neighbor, for we are all members of one body. 26 “In your anger do not sin”: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, 27 and do not give the devil a foothold.

Differentiating between our true and false self

Ephesians 4:22-24.  “Put off your old self … put on the new self.” This is an active process. Think about it, if you want to take off your shoes you have to actually do something. We have to do something so He can do something in us.

“The vast majority of us go to our graves without ever really knowing who we are. We unconsciously live someone else’s life, or at least someone else’s expectations for us. A life that leaves us spiritually and emotionally hollow.” – Pete Scazzero

It is appalling many people go through their entire lives living up to others’ expectations, and they end up miserable in their lives.  Mom and dad say you should be a doctor (lawyer, engineer, etc), so you become one and despise the choice.  Examples of false selves (roles and pretenses) we put on and wear: people pleaser, super saint, wealthy, big job title, performer, self sufficiency, victim.  These masks hide lies we believe and hold us captive under the surface of our hearts and cause us to conform to the world around us. We believe these kinds of lies the world tells us:

  • You are what you have
  • You are how you look
  • You are what you do
  • You are what people think of you
  • You are how you’ve failed

We must tear off our false self by insisting our thoughts about ourselves conform to the truth about us as Jesus sees.  Romans 12:2.  2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will..  We need to change the way we think. Trade in the lies of the world and the lies of the enemy for the truth of what God tells us.

We must honestly admit our flaws and embrace His favor. Only the Gospel, only the Cross gives us a true identity, because only the Gospel humbles us to face the worst within us.  At the same time secures us by giving us confidence to enjoy God’s perfect favor we don’t deserve.

The Good News of the Kingdom tells us it’s better than we think it is. The Gospel forces me to change; the Cross forces me to change.  Only by owning and admitting weakness, sins, and emotional struggles in us are we free to discover the sufficiency of grace that is available in Him.  When I try to fix me, I mess up. When I allow Him to fix me, I get fixed.  Admitting who I’m not is the first step to discovering who He is.  Revealing is the first step to healing. Confession brings humility, community, and recovery. This is because The Father is the all-sufficient one who can fix and change those weaknesses in us.

Part of every emotional healing is the discovery we are a community of strugglers who can share God’s unconditional love with each other in our struggle. We all need others to speak the truth in love into our lives. We need someone to come along side of us and help cover our blind spots.  James 5:16.  16 Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.

God uses confession to reveal and heal layers of the false self still under the surface of our life tying us to our past.  We must not only own our flaws but radically own and claim God’s unconditional love and favor on our lives.  Matthew 3:17.  17 And a voice from heaven said, “This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased.”

“When we freely assent to the mystery of our “belovedness” and accept our core identity as Abba’s child, we slowly gain autonomy from controlling relationships. We become inner directed rather than outer-determined.” -Brennan Manning

Surrendering the negative emotions we see under the surface of our lives provides us to be filled with the Holy Spirit, and the perfect emotions only He can bring.  Ephesians 4:23, 23 to be made new in the attitude of your minds.  Galatians 5:22-23   22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,

Old emotions can’t be destroyed but they can be replaced.  Ephesians 4:26.  26 “In your anger do not sin”]: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry.  We can’t stop all of the negative emotions but we can refuse to give place to the devil.  In our weakness He will be strong.  It all starts with a commitment to look within and see what He sees.  We have to let God heal us from the inside out.

Kim Johnson Prescott AZ

Kim Johnson Drunk Prescott Arizona 2009

Kim Johnson enjoyed utopia in Prescott, Arizona.  Kim was tired of working in the vintage clothing business and wanted out.  Kim was stressed from the work and was at the verge of a mental collapse.

Kim and Bill filed Articles of Incorporation with the Secretary of State of Texas on Jan 30, 1996 in the name of Denim Edge, Inc.  The registered agent listed Kim Ann Tilston and one director, Kim Ann Tilston.  Kim’s legal name is Kim Anne.  One of her many alias. Kim was separated from Peter in 1991 and living with Bill in 1991 in Houston.  Kim was legally divorced on September 8, 1997.  Kim and Bill were married October 29, 1998 by Pastor Bryan Donahoo at Graceview Baptist Church in Tomball, Texas.

Denim Edge, Inc. forfeited it charter to do business in Texas on October 13, 1999 for failure to pay franchise tax to the Texas Comptroller of Public Accounts.  Kim filed a franchise report on November 11, 2002 for Denim Edge, Inc. utilizing their home address in Austin, Texas.  The corporation was dissolved in 1999.

On May 23, 2003, Kim and Bill filed Articles of Incorporation for Austin Vintage, Inc.  The registered agent listed Kim Shults and William Shults as director with a warehouse in Houston, Texas.  The Texas Secretary of State revoked the charter on May 27, 2005 for failure to pay franchise tax again.  Denim Edge/Austin Vintage owe the State of Texas $27,000 in franchise tax never paid.

Kim told Bill to sell the business and they sold a very profitable business for $ 15,000. They left Austin August 2, 2004 for Ashland, Kentucky.  Kim’s brother suggested they go into business together in Ashland. Kim and Bill resided in a house owned by Kim’s brother in Ashland.  Kim paid her brother a small amount for rent.  The opportunity never developed and Kim was bored in a small town with no friends.  Kim required constant stimulation as Sociopaths demand.

Kim applied for a Federal Student Loan in the amount of $12,000 in May of 2004.  She communicated the money was for her sons college education.  Kim did not share with Bill she had obtained the loan.  We do not know how the money was utilized. Kim’s daughter was attending Austin Community College and her son was attending the University of Texas at the time. He never graduated from UT.  He won a little money playing professional poker and he perused that as a career.

Kim’s brother in law in Prescott, Arizona, suggested they move to Phoenix and Bill could work for him developing marketing for his real estate company. Kim would not be required to work and relieve the stress in her life. Kim embraced not having to work.  The arrangement was to provide housing for six months until Kim and Bill were self sufficient.  Kim and Bill flew from Columbus, Ohio to Phoenix, Arizona, and drove to Prescott in mid May 2005 to work out the details.  Nothing was communicated in writing.  The opportunity never developed.

Kim desired to be a housewife, travel and party. Kim worked part time from 1975-1978 until her daughter was born.  Kim did not work until she met Bill in 1991.  Kim worked with Bill at the vintage clothing business in Houston and Austin 1991-2004.  Kim did not work from 2004 until her death in 2011.  The parasitic lifestyle of a Sociopath.

Kim received $10,000 from her sister in Prescott for her 50th birthday, June 17, 2005.  Kim and Bill departed Ashland, Kentucky on June 20, 2005 for Phoenix.  They stayed in Houston for two weeks and stopped in Austin for the Fourth of July to visit Kim’s kids.  Kim had an appointment with Dr. George Brown at Austin Cancer Centers on July 5, 2005.

Kim and Bill sold the boat in Austin for $12,000 in July 2005.  Kim concealed the money in a separate bank account.

Kim and Bill arrived in Glendale, Arizona July 10, 2005 to reside in a house owned by Kim’s sister.The marketing and income never materialized and the money had run out.  Kim enjoyed spending money and it was gone. Kim was not happy with Bill and began an exit strategy.

Kim went on a cruise out of San Diego, California the later part of July 2005 without Bill.  Kim required constant stimulation.  Bill was not providing her lifestyle and she began plans to divorce Bill.  Kim knew she had terminal cancer and desired a lifestyle of traveling and parties.

Kim dumped Bill in Tucson, Arizona on the front lawn of his parent’s house on Sunday, August 7, 2005. Bill attempted numerous times to revive their marriage.  The money was gone and Kim wanted a wealthy man so she did not have to work.  Kim lived in Phoenix and Bill at his parents house in Tuscon.  Kim took the money in the joint accounts with Bill which amounted to $22,000 ($10,000 for birthday and $12,000 from boat sale).  Kim provided Bill $4,000 of the $22,000.

The next evening, Kim received devastating news on August 8, 2005. Dr. Brown called and informed Kim the cancer had returned in her left breast.  Kim was diagnosed with CA of the left breast.  Dr. Brown developed a treatment plan of 6 chemotherapy sessions.  Kim declined treatment and never shared the information with any family members nor her kids.  Kim had CA of the left breast in 1995 when she lived in Houston.  Kim had a mastectomy of both breasts at that time.  She had nipple and areola reconstruction in 1996 and 1997 unsuccessfully.

God was attempting to gain Kim’s attention.  Kim and Bill did not attend church and Kim did not attend church in Prescott to obtain biblical correction, support and nurturing. The church folks were to “stuffy” for Kim’s lifestyle.  Kim went to the bars on Sunday because they were full of men watching sporting events.  Kim read her Bible and watched pastors on the television.  Kim had no accountability in her life.  Kim acted on impulse and made very poor life choices.

Kim drove from Phoenix to Las Vegas in August 2005 to see her son play in the 2005 Legends of Poker. Her son placed second in Event #22.  Kim drove to Las Vegas in October 2005 to see her son play poker.  Las Vegas provided Kim the excitement and stimulation she required in addition to men and alcohol.  Kim was in Las Vegas when she received news of her mothers brain tumor diagnosis.

Kim received additional devastating news in October 2005.  Kim’s mother was diagnosed with a large brain tumor in Rapid City, South Dakota.  Kim flew to Rapid City and brought her mother to Phoenix to seek treatment at Barrow Neurological Institute and the Muhammad Ali Parkinson Center.  Kim transported her mother to Kim’s sisters house in Prescott in mid November of 2005.  Kim completed care for her mother in Prescott for months, arranging for her care, prescriptions and physician visits in Phoenix.  Kim took care of her mother for months.  Kim’s mother expired in 2006 and added further devastation to Kim’s life.

From: kim johnson
Subject: Living in Prescott
To: loverboy67
Date: Monday, March 27, 2006, 7:52 PM

Dear Dave.

Thanks for the email.  You asked what brought me to the community of Prescott.  Well, you’re pretty intuitive to ask that question because I’m really from Texas.  In the fall of 2005 my mother was diagnosed with a very large brain tumor.  There was no one in my family that could see her through traveling, surgery, and after-care etc..  So, I sold my business, luckily had sold my house a few years before and flew to S.D. to get her.  I brought her to the “Barrow Institute” in Phoenix for surgery and later to Prescott for after-care. My sister built a suite on one end of her house where I have been taking care of her.  She has miraculously recovered and now that my sister has a nanny for her children she can look in on her.  So, I am no longer a 24 hr. nurse.  Will I stay in Prescott?  Maybe, my children are grown and I can basically do anything I want.  So, that’s my story Dave.  What’s yours?  What’s a young, tall, handsome, fit, intelligent man doing in this retirement town?  Look forward to hearing from you.

Kim

Kim sold the business for a mere $15,000 because she was tired of working for a living.  Kim was under immense personal trauma.  In a one year time frame she sold the business in Austin, moved twice, the breast cancer returned and her mother was being treated for a large brain tumor and tragically died.

Kim’s mother was doing well and she drove to Las Vegas to see her son play at the Bellagio Five Diamond World Poker Classic first week of December 2005.  Kim flew to Austin, Texas for Christmas 2005 to be with her kids.  Kim flew back from Austin after Christmas and returned to Prescott for New Years with her mother and sister.

Kim thought she had died and gone to heaven in Prescott, Arizona!  Prescott is a wonderful mountain community about an hour half north of Phoenix.

Prescott is famous for Whiskey Row.  The 100 block of South Montezuma Street in Prescott, Arizona has long been known as Whiskey Row, for the numerous saloons that line the street. As Prescott poet Gail Gardner once wrote of “Whiskey Row.”

Kim had all the essentials for her lifestyle.  Kim was free to come and go, party and travel.  And best of all, she did not have to work.  She had free rent, did not work, time, no bills, drugs, sex and of course lots of alcohol.  Kim was a 50 year old woman living the life of a teenager in Prescott.  Kim attended happy hour every night on Whiskey Row to pick up men and bring them home for sex.

Kim began her quest for a husband.  She began to inject Botox at Southwest Skin & Cancer Institute in Prescott.  Kim was injecting toxins in her body knowing she had breast cancer.

Kim began to loose weight.  Kim was 150 pounds when she was married to Bill.  Kim lost 30 pounds and began to dress provocatively to expose her breast enhancements.  Kim was 120 pounds in 2007 according to her Arizona drivers license and internet dating posts.

Kim’s sister and brother in law moved to Missouri in the fall of 2006 until the summer of 2007.  Kim had the large house to herself.  It was Party Time!  Kim invited over 100 Prescott and Phoenix residents to her parties and many stayed overnight in the bedrooms and on the couch.  Kim had numerous overnight sexual partners in the master bedroom while her sister was absent.  Marijuana and alcohol were readily available at Kim’s parties.

Kim discovered the “Wayward Boys” in Prescott.  A group of men that threw large parties and invited a great deal of women.  Kim never missed a Wayward Boys party and had sex with many of them.

Las Vegas was a three hour drive from Prescott, Arizona.  Las Vegas had the excitement Kim was seeking in addition to free alcohol.  Kim had the perfect alibi and communicated she was visiting her son who lived in Las Vegas.  Las Vegas provided Kim access to alcohol and men.

Kim did not work the last seven years of her life.  Kim’s sister provided Kim $60K from the sale of a house in Phoenix for taking care of their mother until her death.  Kim was fraudulently paid for watching her sister’s kids at night while Kim was at the bars and on trips.  Kim had time and money.  Kim had no financial obligations except a cell phone bill, a storage unit in Houston and auto insurance.

Kim’s sister paid the heat, light, internet, phone, sewer &water, cable TV, trash.  Kim never paid a dime residing in the nanny quarters for five years.  The parasitic lifestyle of a Sociopath.  Kim was perfectly able to work the last five and half years of her life but lived a life as a parasite.

Kim quickly obtained the name of the “Prescott Party Girl.”  If there was a party in Prescott, Kim was invited.  Kim was a 50 year old woman carrying condoms in her purse and know as “The Trojan Lady.”  Kim communicated to men she worked for Trojan and they required the woman’s perspective on condom selection.

Kim readily disposed of the men in Prescott and gained a reputation as having sex and dumping the men in Prescott.  Many of the men were married and did not want their wives to find out about Kim.  Kim was separated from Bill and not divorced until March 2009.

Kim’s sister supplied a condo in Phoenix.  Kim enjoyed free access to her sisters’ condo in Phoenix where she could meet men in Phoenix.  Kim fabricated stories she was going to the condo to “get away and fast and pray.”  As Kim told me many times, “I have more privacy there.”  No one knew about her antics at the condo.  Every visit to the condo involved sexual intimacy with a man or woman.

Kim’s drug and alcohol addictions rapidly accelerated the five years in Prescott.  Kim was lonely and depressed in a small town. Kim’s sister in Prescott and brother in law were fully aware of Kim’s addictions.  Kim deposited large amounts of empty liquor bottles in the trash each week.  They did not love Kim enough to intervene and seek professional help for the addictions.

Dear Kim’s Daughter, I know that I haven’t had much contact with you over the years but feel that I know you well because of the many interactions of our families over the last 15 years. I hope and pray that I can trust and speak to you confidentially and that you keep the content of this email to yourself as sharing its contents with anyone would only cause more problems within our families and make a bad situation much, much worse. I would like to add that I care about your Mom deeply and she thinks the world of me. I wish her no harm nor humiliation but this has evolved into a sad and serious situation. I do not want the 15 years that I have had with her to end on a bad note… My wife and I have done more to help her than you will ever know. The situation that Mr. Domman has informed you of is 100% accurate and because of this revelation I understand that your flying out for a surprise visit Monday. I applaud you for this and wanting to get involved. Your needed in your Mothers life more than ever and you are the only person left to save her. When we stepped up to help her get out of the relationship with Bill I never dreamed that so many years would go by. Its now been 2005-2006-2007-2008-2009-2010.She has lived her rent free in our home for almost 6 years. She has never paid a dime towards our household overhead.

I feel partially to blame for this situation as I knew there was problems, stood by and said nothing.  I have enabled her to get to where she is today. Please accept my apologies,,,If you ask her point blank if she has a problem with alcohol she will flatly deny it as most alcoholics will until the day they die. There is a grave danger for you to believe this. I assure you she is with 100% certainty. I would not say this unless I was sure. Additionally there are other very serious issues that out of respect I will not elaborate on, As you know my wife has confided to you that she gave Kim a significant amount of money several years ago.

This was done to help her get her life together,  pay her bills and move back to be near you and her son. Kim has said over and over and over that all she wants is “to be near her kids.”

Now the money is entirely gone, and you know the rest of the story that Mr. Domman has confided in you.

Again, Im sorry that I provided the means and the way for her to get herself into this mess.

There are only a couple of outcomes that will evolve from your trip.

1. The blood tests will come back negative for cancer. That would show that her constant illnesses and mental and physical degeneration is caused by alcoholism.

You would need to confront this situation and she really needs to be back in Austin around her children.

2. The tests will come back positive for cancer. If so the alcoholic drinking should be stopped immediately, treatment should begin and she should return with you back to Austin.

3. She convinces you that she has no drinking problem and stays living in our home free and  drinks herself to death.  Under this situation her time will be short and we continue to enable these behaviors.

I plead with you to help your mother return to Austin, be with you and her son and get the help and support she needs. Although she tells us constantly of this I dont believe she would as she dosent want you to see what we do.

Staying here in Prescott will only lead to even greater tragic circumstances.

Your a smart woman . Listen to those around you please!

You, like I will have to live with this outcome for the rest of our lives.

Take her home and love her and enjoy the time that is before you.

Life is short, sieze the moment.

She is your Mother.

Respectfully,

Brother in Law
928-533-xxxx

P.S. Feel free to call me if need be…

Kim Johnson Prescott DA

“I don’t drink.  I’m a Christian woman. I would never drive if I thought I was drunk.”

Kim Johnson, Prescott Police, July 17, 2009 BAC .122 3am

Kim Johnson DUI Arrest

Kim Johnson had the dubious distinction of being the Prescott town drunk.  Kim knew all the bartenders in Prescott by first name.  Kim could not name one Pastor in Prescott.  Kim would boast she was “a model Christian.”

Self Bible Taught Christian Drunk

Kim Johnson lies over 39 times to the Prescott Police on July 17, 2009.  Kim was a pathological liar.  In the court proceedings, the Prescott DA correctly identifies her lying.

“From the initial questioning of the need for field sobriety tests, the request to take her home, to the agreement to take the test only after Office Parker placed her under arrest the Defendant (Ms. Johnson) acted in a manner to dissuade the Officer from continuing the investigation in a timely manner.  Then only to delay those tests again at the police department serves as further evidence of this gamesmanship.”

“It is a fact that the Defendant indicated that she had no alcohol to drink and then offered competing excuses for her observed behavior.  All these efforts were made in the attempt to delay the Officer from completing his investigation in a timely manner.  All these were efforts to prevent Officer Parker from obtaining evidence of the alcohol in her blood.  The Court should note the way the Defendant blew into the intoxilyzer 5000 attempting to not blow in the device.”

“The Court can note that when the Defendant indicated that she did not drink alcohol and does not consume alcohol said statement was not truthful.  The remaining conduct throughout this investigation was simply a stall tactic to prevent the Officer from determining the extent of that falsehood.  Once Office Parker had the blood sample the need to stall was over and the rest of the contact went smoothly.”

We were to spend Christmas and New Years together in 2009/2010.  Kim sent me an email stating she was going to see her kids in Austin and could not see me over the Christmas Holiday. The real reason was Kim had a Court Trial date of January 7, 2010 at 2pm in Prescott.  She was required to appear for a Pre Trial Hearing on December 17, 2009 at 2pm.  Kim changed her mind and decided to plead guilty and was sentenced on December 22, 2009 at 8am in Prescott City Court.

Kim’s attorney wrote a letter to the Court on December 14, 2009.

Defendant Kim Anne Johnson, through counsel undersigned, moves the court for its order vacating the Jury Trial set for January 7, 2010 at 8:00 A.M and setting this matter for a change of plea hearing at the convenience of the court.  Defendant has plans to be home in Texas for Christmas, leaving December 21 and returning on January 7, 2010.